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My Diary

It is time for the Rainbow Bridge

I know my mom doesn't check this page very often. But she knows you will understand. I have been with her for almost 15 years now, and I am growing tired. Over the past year, I have lost six of my thirteen pounds. The vet told us Tuesday my heart rate is 191 beats a minute and I am dehydrated. I am showing signs of renal failure, and or diabetes.

My mom doesn't want to see me in pain or to suffer. Since the trip to the vet she has been crying a lot! I usually don't sleep with her, but she takes me into the bed with her and wraps me in a cover so I am not cold. Tonight she even gave me THREE pieces of chicken.

I know she is sad. She has loved me for a long time, and it has been difficult for her to decide on whether to keep me on this earth, or send my soul up to live with God....She doesn't want to be selfish, and keep me here to prolong her own grief. She wishes I could stay with her forever, and I do as well. But I have lived a wonderful life, and my Mom will be with me forever.

God is preparing His place for me in Heaven right now. I will be at peace soon. I get to see my Mom's mother (who I never got to meet), and my brother Floyd who passed six years ago. There are also many others that my Mom tried to save, who are waiting to greet me.

I know Mom is going to miss me. And I am sad to leave her. But I know we will meet again when God brings us together.

Say a prayer please. For my soul, and for my Mom.

This life has been good to me. One home, one Mom. I never lived my life in a cage. I was never abused, and I had two sisters and a brother as well.

I cannot wait to see my Mom again one day. Please, help her understand that she is doing the right thing and I love her.

God Bless You All,

Mr. Dugan