April 1st 2013 10:16 pm
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and I still could have you by my side I would have been the happiest woman on this Earth but unfortunately you are gone : it has been 7 years already !and the pain is still there haunting me like the day I lost you, my precious baby
Today we would have been celebrating your 15th birthday ! but God probably thought that He needed you by His side
I read somewhere that death leaves a heartache no one can heal but love leaves a memory no one can steal
Today I can only say to you my beloved Crystal : I LOVE YOU! A LOVE THAT WILL BE FOREVER AND NO ONE CAN STEAL IT
LOVE AND HUGS
November 26th 2012 11:22 pm
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It keeps coming back to haunt me : that sad morning when my life was shattered by your loss .
Up to this day it is being difficult to me to accept why you had to leave us so early and so sudden.
Nevetheless to say that I miss every second of your life , the good times we shared , your playful spirit , your sweetness
One more year without you and I guess I have to cope with it since I cannot change our fate
With teary eyes and a broken heart I collected some flowers from our garden to dispose next to your ashes and the little mementos you left behind and I end this message with a poem that touched my heart and it was the very first diary entry I posted to your page
MUCINHA MAMAE TE AMA MUCHO MINHA PEPECA QUERIDA !
I AM STILL HERE
FRIEND, PLEASE DON'T MOURN FOR ME
I AM STILL HERE, THOUGH YOU DON'T SEE.
I'M RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE EACH NIGHT AND DAY
AND WITHIN YOUR HEART I LONG TO STAY.
MY BODY IS GONE BUT I'M ALWAYS NEAR.
I'M EVERYTHING YOU FEEL, SEE OR HEAR.
MY SPIRIT IS FREE, BUT I'LL NEVER DEPART
AS LONG AS YOU KEEP ME ALIVE IN YOUR HEART.
I'LL NEVER WANDER OUT OF YOUR SIGHT
I'M THE BRIGHTEST STAR ON A SUMMER NIGHT.
I'LL NEVER BE BEYOND YOUR REACH
I'M THE WARM MOIST SAND WHEN YOU 'RE AT THE BEACH.
I'M THE COLORFUL LEAVES WHEN FALL COMES AROUND
AND THE PURE WHITE SNOW THAT BLANKETS THE GROUND.
I'M THE BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS OF WHICH YOU'RE SO FOND.
THE CLEAR COOL WATER IN A QUIET POND.
I'M THE FIRST BRIGHT BLOSSOM YOU'LL SEE IN THE SPRING,
THE FIRST WARM RAINDROP THAT APRIL WILL BRING,
I'M THE FIRST RAY OF LIGHT WHEN THE SUN STARTS TO SHINE,
AND YOU'LL SEE THAT THE FACE IN THE MOON IS MINE
WHEN YOU START THINKING THERE'S NO ONE TO LOVE YOU,
YOU CAN TALK TO ME THROUGH THE LORD ABOVE YOU.
I'LL WHISPER MY ANSWER THROUGH THE LEAVES ON THE TREES,
AND YOU'LL FEEL MY PRESENCE IN THE SOFT SUMMER BREEZE
I'M THE HOT SALTY TEARS THAT FLOW WHEN YOU WEEP
AND THE BEAUTIFUL DREAMS THAT COME WHILE YOUR SLEEP.
I'M THE SMILE YOU SEE ON A BABY'S FACE.
JUST LOOK FOR ME, FRIEND , I'M EVERYPLACE.
November 21st 2012 11:31 am
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Cross post from fund raising site
I have a 10 year old Chihuahua named Chiquita who is extremely loveable, and she is like a child to me. She is such a good dog, so I often rewarded her with treats. I foolishly bought a new treat named Milo's Kitchen Chicken Grillers as well as Cadet Gourmet Duck. I would feed her these treats each time for good behavior, and thanks to these treats she now has a disease named, " Fanconi Syndrome", and is fighting to stay alive. This disease has attacked her kidneys, her liver and now her pancreas. She is so sick, yet she is not giving up on life. She is in Intensive Care and I have run out of funds. I went in to see her today thinking that I was going to tell her that it is ok to let go, but she amazed me again, by making herself get up to kiss me over and over again. The Vet told me that she wants to live, but unfortunately I have exhausted my funds. He also informed me that if I was to take her home now, she will surely die. The money that I raise would be used to continue her treatments and save her life.
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