July 4th 2008 12:30 am
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I died back in April. I finally got my wings, but at a young age. Mom says I was too young to die. I wonder if she was right? I think she was. But somehow, it was my time to leave. She loved me so much.
A lot of Catsters don't know I have gone to rainbow bridge, but that is because mom never got around to writing my story. She has only know begun to accept that I am gone and not coming back. She often mistakes her new kitten for me. I am proud to call this kitten Brock, my nephew.
I am proud of my mommy for trying to be strong. She couldn't cope with my loss. She still thinks about me and cries. I wish I could tell her not to cry. I am happy never to hurt again.
My mommy blames herself on what happened to me. I wish she wouldn't. It wasn't her fault.
You see, when I was a young kitten, around my nephew Brock's age, I had litter pan troubles. I learned to use it, but didn't find it as appealing as carpet. I know it wasn't right, but I don't know what came over me.
Well my mom's mommy told Amber to throw me out of the house for good. Amber protested, but in the end, this is what happened. I wasn't lonely, my dear sister Fluffy was an outside cat. So we often played together.
A few months went by and me and my sister stayed on the property with our mother, but when I reached 6 months old, I became more adventurous. I often saw my mother cross the big black path, as I called it. So I decided I would cross it too.
Fluffy begged me not to, but I wanted to. I stepped out onto the sunbaked path and felt the whoosh of air. I saw this big red machine spar at me. I panicked, and I ran for the other side of the path. But as I rushed forward, I felt a striken moment of pain, then darkness.
When I awoke, I found myself in a soft nest of clouds. I knew what had happened. My grandmother Basil was there. She told me all that had happened. She took me back to a earth viewing space in the clouds and showed me my grieving mother trying to get to my tattered body. My sister was yowling in grief. I felt so bad for not listening to my sister.
Then I saw my owner, my mommy, my amber...She cried so hard those nights. They buried my body close to home, but she was so heartbroken.
After a while I continued to watch my family. I even watch over my niece, who died when my sister gave birth to her. I have named her Ambrielle, in honor of my owner who still grieves for me.
We watch now all the members of my family...
Especially young Brock. I am proud to call him nephew.
Something in the clouds tells me he will close the rift of heartbreak my Amber still feels for me.
August 24th 2007 8:08 pm
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I guyz! I'm Fweddy Martin. I am a new addition to my famwee. My mommas named me Fwed because she thut I looked like a Fwedrik. I am currentwee learn' Engliz. I can't tip as well as my Fwiend FwyFwy, so I will wet her take ofer..
Hi Guys, Fly here writing as Fred!:
Wow, mommy had to leave today so me, Fluffy, and RJ are all only. Techniqually we all turn 6 1/2 weeks old today, so Pristine, Toes, and Tiny Star went to their homes. Toes and Tiny are together, they are with Grandma Gobie. They are probably going to be named Brad and Angie, For Brad and Angelina Jolie Pitt, becaus they are grandma's favourite actors/actresses!
My momma is going to buy me a new food! Either Orijen, Wellness, or Felidae. We are undecided still.
Fly: Uhh, Fred is falling asleep, so I'll end it here!