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my feelings for sugar

My feelings for sugar are scarred in my heart forever! there is only one word that can sum it all up for the terrible lost for me: heartbroken. the word heartbroken can mean many things. like for example, u heart is depressed for breaking up with ur boyfriend/girlfriend. and many more...but this way means a lost of a family member that filled my days with happiness! sugar was one of the best pets that i have had in my life time...! but that one night when she went missing was horrible. everytime i write about her or even think about her ...my mind goes racing and tears start coming out. no one besides her sister spice misses her as much. not even the person that was orginally hers. my mom. my mom took spice in more than sugar. sugar was a bitter young cat. she didnt trust anyone besides her sister spice. so my mom gave up on sugar and gave her to me. and i had the best moments with her trying to warm her up to me. she would always tuck me into bed then leave to roam. she was the best pet after all. even better than my dog maxer. even now...i am sitting here typing. tears rolling down my face. while i am listening to music. sometimes i cry myself to sleep because of sugar. one night i even made up a song about her, while i was crying myself to sleep. when i was with sugar on a really stormy night, i would feel so safe with her in my arms. i think she was a angel from heaven coming down to bless me. i just really hope she is okay out in the cold cold world. my love and memories of sugar are still fresh and strong in my mind. she is constantly on my mind. even though i may seem fine and happy as can be. i am always thinking about her

i pray that she is safe.

-sugar

getting them warmed up to us...

well spice was really easy we just had to give her treats and brush her and play with her...but sugar...dont even get me started...as soon as sugar started to kind of come out from under the couch, she found another hiding spot under the bed. and so it took me a year or two just to warm her up to me...and my moms attention was mostly on spice bcuz she would actually come out and play and other things...so i had a really good feeling about sugar that she would make a really good pet that can be my friend for life. and so i tried the same stuff as we did to spice, give her treats and brush her ( but she wouldnt really let me brush her) lol and so she always ran off and so we were getting all paked up to move to a bigger and better house...and so after we finished moving and unpaking my main concern was to get sugar out from under my bed...and so i had another idea...i knew she was shy and sweet and spunky like her sister spice. and so i finally had another idea...i started to hold her down in her comfort zone "under my bed" and so i started telling her about my day and wat was out in the world...and wat she was missing that her sister was doin. and so i started taking her out and holding her in a dark room ( dont worry she liked the dark) and so she got comfortable with me in her comfort zone and in a dark room...and so at night she started sleeping with me and leaving to play and wrestle with her sister and then coming back and sleeping with me. and so instead of playing with her in a dark room or in her comfort zone "under my bed" i started taking her out and playing with her in a really bright room...with lights and music and other things. and so she bcame really comfotable with me. and so i started to take her out in the living room with my family...and so...she didnt like them but she liked me. and so she would always run off under my bed and hide and in a little bit i would do the same thing. and my parents were telling to give up...shes never going to trust u. and i told them she is actually sleeping with me and playing with me. i know she trusts me. and so it took like another year to get her completely warmed up where she would like follow me around...and she wouldnt freak out if i started messing with their food bowl. and so a year later she was all warmed up with me and she was the dream pet i dreamed of. but the reason she was so shy and scared is they were abused and u can read about it on my page. where the autobiography is.

my moms b-day presents

ok well my mom was wanting a cat...any kind but not old. and so on her b-day me and my dad went to cat alley...a kitten and cat adoption center in OKLAHOMA. and so me and my dad had to pik out a cat. for my mom(and of course she didnt know) and so i looked at all of the cats...and i saw the perfect one her name was katie. and i didnt realize that i cat that she was sleeping with was her sister (sugar) and so i played with katie in the adoption center room...and then i told my dad i want katie...and then when we were paying for katie. the woman that was helping us said "O yea i forgot to tell u she has a sister emma (sugar) (and katie was spice we renamed them) and so my dad asked if we could only take katie (spice) and so the woman said "well i really dont want them to b split up and i want them to b together forever." and so my dad was nice and bought emma (sugar) and so when we came home to our really small apartment my dad and i tried to keep the cats in the living room bcuz my mom was at her office doing some work and this was going to b a suprise. so when my mom came home (well before she came home) the cats went to explore and find a hiding spot...and so when my mom came home...she walked in and took off her coat... and said "what???" and then me and my dad where like "happy birthday???!" and so then my mom asked wat was going on and i told her and she was happy but she didnt get to see katie and emma (spice and sugar) for the next like wat a week or so...so she finally got to see the cats and we named them sugar and spice. bcuz kaite (spice) has some spice and shes not sweet but she is sweet, but she isnt shy. and emma
(sugar) was named for being shy and quiet and scared. so thats my first diary page... i know its a lot but thats how i got sugar and spice.