June 24th 2013 6:00 am
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I can't believe you are gone. I miss you soo much!
May 28th 2013 9:02 am
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My sweet Angelica, Another Birthday without you is approaching. June 6.
For so long I had hoped, that once all of the "firsts" were over it would become, oh I don't know, somehow magically easier. I was wrong.
When you died, a part of me died with you. I will never be the same person I was.
Yes, there are moments when the grief, the sadness of it all, will go away.
Yes, there are moments when I actually feel happy, when I smile, laugh, even!
Yes, there are moments when someone, or something, gives me a little piece of joy.
And, yes, finally there are moments when I am grateful that you are at peace, where nothing, nor nobody, will be able to hurt you or cause you pain ever again.
But...so many more of my moments are those of wishing
for just one more snuggle, one more kiss, just one more tail wag.
I miss you with all of what is left of my shattered heart,
You are never forgotten, Angelica, Snickers, Lady and sweet Liefde.
All my Love Forever,
June 6th 2012 5:55 am
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Seventeen years ago today you were born into this world and at 15 years 18 days you were taken away.
Inside I'm crying, every minute of every day
Memories are painful, and the memories I hold dear,
I'd give all I could ever have, just to have you near.
Mourning has not broken; I don't think it ever will,
There's nothing on this earth, that void could ever fill.
I think about the first time, I saw your little face,
The love I felt as I held you in a mother's embrace.
I said I hardly know you, and already love you so much,
With your paw in my hand, the warmth in that touch.
There's nothing in life, compares to our family and you,
Just how deep my love was, I hope somehow you knew.
I can only hold onto our family, and try to let them know,
My hearts attached to yours and theirs, and I'll never let go.
I can't say goodbye, I'll say till I see you again,
You were more than just a dog you are my baby and my friend
I'll picture you at Rainbow Bridge, in peace and harmony,
And long for the day, you will once again, be with me.
I love you Angelica, Happy Birthday.