June 12th 2010 4:43 pm
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Mom has the box with my ashes in the guest bedroom in a glass cabinet next to my brother Rudolph. The glass cabinet over looks the window area , just like my brother Rudolph, i always loved being in the window and seeing the sun outside.. Mom always gets upset when she sees the box with my name on it... its such a small box because i think its because that i was so thin in the end..mom will never forget that last day, and it makes her cry when she thinks of it, when i was not even strong enough to stand up to eat.. I was so thin and went through so much after my surgery.. mom always asks herself should i have gotten the surgery but i had an obstruction, mom always wondered if it would somehow have gone away, but i had not gone to the bathroom for a few days....and that is how i ended up back at the hospital that day... i was so thin and was not going to the bathroom... mom remembers i was eating but not gaining any weight... mom wonders if i would have just gone to the bathroom eventually.. but the vets at the veterinary hospital at Penn said i would have died if i had not been brought in.. and mom knows they are excellent doctors, i guess mom wonders if a miracle could have happened. Thinking back on me will always upset mom.. because i got sick so suddenly and it progressed so quickly and i spent my last days in a hospital and i was such a home body kitty.. i never went anywhere, i like to stay home and rule the house! that was my job.. mom misses me every day and when she sees that box with my ashes in it or thinks of me for a long time, it brings her back to that day and she relives all of the pain again and its so hard for her... she knows in time the pain will ease but never go away.. its only been 4 months.. it still seems fresh to mom.. she has my mom( Gracie) and my new brother Mussey, Petey and lola to give love to...and they give her lots of love too.. but she will always miss me, she misses me every single day, i was a special boy who was always by her side...I was in charge of all the kitties...
I have new friends up here in heaven though.. Buddie always hangs out with me as well as Picasso ( angel picasso) and all of my angel friends, we go all kinds of places, we eat all kinds of food and treats and have lots of fun.. so mom tries to think about that and that i am having fun with loving friends up here... mom will always feel a loss when she thinks about me because i was so special, i fought so hard, and i was her best buddy.... she will give all of the others an extra kiss and hug tonite..
March 14th 2010 6:08 pm
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Meowmy received a beautiful necklace from Angel Amelia and her meowmy, Martha. The necklace and earrings came alll the way from California! Angel Amelia's meowmy made such a beautiful necklace ( pictures in my photo album).. its so pretty, you can see the crystals on it reflecting the light. The crystals are clear like diamonds, but you can see in the photo that you can see pinks, blues, greens from the light reflections. Its so pretty and meowmy cant wait to wear it and the pretty earrings too! Meowmy thanks Angel Amelia's meowmy kindly for the lovely necklace and earrings. There is even a little chargm to put a photo in so mom is going to print out a little little picture and glue in there. Thank you again to Angel Amelia and her sweet meowmy, Martha for the necklace and for the earrings.
Angel Amelia's mom actually makes jewelry for the Blind Cat Resscue Sanctuary
www.blindcatrescue.com where they can be purchased where all of the proceeds benefit this wonderful charity that helps special kitties who would have otherwise met a terrible fate if they were in a regular shelter. Regular shelters deemed these kitties not adoptable.. but the Blind Cat Rescue organization ( which is a designated 501(c)(3) charity which means all of your donations are tax deductible). This is truly a wonderful organization founded by people who really care about these special needs kitties and who rely on donations to keep on providing the care for these sweet kitties who just need another chance....
Well this week mom goes to Salt Lake City to pick up a kitty who is going to join the household. He is 7 years old He is a siamese like me but he is a lilac color boy.. i was a chocolate point. Its been a month now since i crossed over the bridge... and ever day has been so hard for mom. This past weekend she picked up my bed at the hospital... its the bed i slept in at the hospital and spent my last days in, so it was hard for mom but she knew she had to get that bed.. and bring it home.. so it was hard.. she still wonders how this happened to me and still feels guilty about not detecting my disease earlier and knowing it was there... she thinks its going to be a positive thing a, a positive step forward in her recovery and the recovery of the other kitties at home when the new kitty comes home because she feels he will add to the household and bring new cheer and joy to everyone.. and she feels happy to give an adult kitty a home.... so he comes home on saturday and he will introduce himself here on catser soon after he comes home.. he joins the household in my memory... and he will bring joy and laughter and happiness like i always did and that is what i would want...
well goodnight everyone.. time to go and take a cat nap... ! Buddie and me and Amelia and Angel PIcasso and a few others are all going to the KittyKat Kafe tomorrow for kitty kakes and kitty koffee!
March 4th 2010 5:21 pm
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Mom is happy to hear that they found my bed at the hospital.. Mom was not strong enough to bring it with her that day... she was not strong enough.. she saw it there but couldnt bring herself to take it.. Then she realized it something she should have.. even if she puts it away somewhere in the house, she should have it because it was the last bed i was in... it is where i spent most of my time in the end, the doctors said when mom brought in that bed, i instantly perked up and wouldnt get out of it because it reminded me of home. I am glad mom brought it in for me when i was at the hospital. Now she needs to get the bed which is going to be very hard.. maybe they can mail it to her.. i dont know.. or she can go one saturday and pick it up...it will be really difficult to see that bed ... its where i spent my last weeks and where i stayed most of the time when i was in the hospital. The doctor told mom that they put notices all around the hospital in an effort to track my bed down and it worked! mom will be happy to have my bed back... she misses me so much and always will... tomorrow will be 3 weeks...
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