November 14th 2010 2:58 pm
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My Sweet Boy

I usually write to you at home, in private...felt I needed to do this in your diary here at Catsterland.

I am having such a hard time lately... and know that it is because your anniversary is coming up...sometimes I think I am fine and have let you go...but then I break down, and miss you so...I don't think alot of people really get this, but that is ok, because we are family, and you will always be my baby.

Anyway...this is for you, my Sweet Handsome Prince, Buddy

I search for you in the midnight sky
I know the brightest star is yours, shining down on me

I listen to the first spring rains and cry,
thinking of how scared you were of the sound of rain,

In the heat of summer I remember how you tried to go outside,
just to enjoy a little sunshine and warmth

In the fall, the most beautiful time of the year, when the leaves are changing and the weathter dances it's magical waltz for all to enjoy: this is what I remember the most; you picking me out to come into my life and enrich it a hundred thousand times more then I could ever imagine it if I had not went into the Winnipeg Humane Society that day.

In the Winter I remember your snuggles and later in your life how you would want to be as close to the heat register as you could without becoming toast;

At Christmas, the wonderful memories and pictures I run through in my mind and on paper....

All this and more, how I remember you.... So many sweet precious memories, no one can ever can take that away from me, they belong to just you and me

Sweet Buddy my handsome Prince
on this your second anniversay to Rainbow Bridge
I need you to know that you are not forgotten,
not for one single day by your family who loves you the most
There have been many a day that I have cried in bitter pain and loneleness, then have had to stop and count the blessings and many a memory I cherise and hold dear,,,
I learned to smile, a little, thinking of you this past year..but still with a tear or two..
I put a picture or two away..but not many..for I LOVE YOU..
I have a dreams of you, but not enough..even though, thank you for coming to me, your Memowmy, and helping me to carry on.

Dear God please take very special care of my Buddy I love him so...

I thank You for the wonderful gift you gave me, letting him be mine for eleven years...I hope I served him well..
Keep Buddy in your care, and on his anniversay of seperaration from his family, hold Buddy tight, stroke hime softly and love hime gently...reminding Buddy how much we, his family still miss him and care.

Sweet Rest My Handsome Prince, Buddy
Love Forever, Meowmy (Mary)
Friday, Bijou and by your grandaughter, Bailey