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Chasie's Own Little World.

Scary

When I can think straight, I am fine. I can play, be friendly, and act normal. It's when my mind gets all jumbly that is scary. I slap my best friend and sisfur, Livvie. Mom says she lays next to me to protect me. Sometimes, I don't recognize her and I slap her. She does not leave. She just shuts her eyes and lets me smack her, like she understands it is just a moment. When I am normal, I love Livvie and we are snuggly. She seems to just know. But, lately....I seem more lost. Mom has not been sleeping because I scream at night. She has tried everything. Now she leaves the TV on in the living room, after being up for hours trying to comfort me. Usually, I dont recognize her either. I bite and scratch her. She still loves me. When I am ok, I realize how lucky I am to live here, where my other behavior is just forgiven. I would have probably been tossed out or put to sleep if I lived anywhere else. My vet says that I am physically healthy. He jokes that I have Catsheimers. I go to the vet twice a year now. Mom is just too worried about me. My vet visits are always fine. The vet said we will keep an eye on Chase but she is doing ok. So mom has taken it upon herself to watch over me all the time. Poor mommy.
Right now, I am sleeping in the bedroom with Mommy. Well, I am sleeping and she is typing. I cant type in my sleep. MOL.

Purrrrrs!
Chasie

Sometimes I get confused....

When Dylan bounced off the couch, he scared me and I woke up. I got confused and started crying. Mom came out to see what happened. She saw the cat condo knocked over. Sasha was sniffing it, Dylan was on the couch trying to chill out. The only cat I remember seeing right away was Paisan. He was next to me on the couch. I know he did not do it because he was asleep too. He woke up, but went back to sleep. I was still confused and crying so mom took me into the bedroom with her. I am now hiding under the bed. Maybe now I can sleep with no interruptions.



Purrs,
Chasie

Sorry Mom

I messed up! I was in the bedroom and a wanted to say Hi to Bluebeard the fish. I accidentally knocked mom's Dr. Pepper onto her keyboard. I did not know what to do, so I went back to the bed and waited for her. When she came back in the room, she saw it right away and tried to save her keyboard. She never got mad at me at all. I thought I was in major trouble. She just asked me if I had fun with the fishie. She could not get the other keyboard to work. Dad had a spare, so mom cleaned it and dad installed it. I still thought I was going to get in trouble. Mom came out later and hugged me and said Chasie, it was not your fault. It was mommy's fault. Wow. I was a bundle of nerves all day! Earlier, I had one of my episodes where I got lost and confused. I went to the bedroom door and started screaming. Mom came and got me. Paisan was already in the bedroom, so she brought me in. Paisan and I go way back. I trust him. I know he will not try to fight or attack me, so I was able to relax. Mom let me walk around and explore. Finally, I got it together. Paisan was hungry, but he stayed with me until he was sure I was ok. Mom let him out of the room when I went to sleep. It helped because I am better tonight...except for when Dylan stepped on my head. I do not like to be touched by other cats. I love Duke. He is my favorite dog. The only cat that is allowed to touch me is Olivia. She is like my personal bodyguard. She will fight off other cats if they try to bug me. If another cat makes me scream, Olivia is right there. I am in very good hands. It is very hard to be senile. The vet jokingly calls my condition "Catsheimers". Mom made a slide show on my page. She could not finish it until dad replaced the keyboard. I like it. Ok, time for me to try and sleep. Hopefully, I wont get the "midnite meowies" as mom calls them. She always gets up and sits with me until I settle down. I have the bestest mom ever!

Purrrrrs,
Chasie