I woke up this morning..........

hoping to see you in the bath tub like usual and to get my usual good morning "head-butt"....but there was nothing. no chubby kitty rubbing against my legs purring as loud as a harley motorcycle...no meow...just silence. your little human brother nick came into the bathroom looking for you as well and he said your name for the first time as he peeked into the bath tub.......how do I tell him that you are no longer here?

I can' t stop crying.......

today as I type this my beloved harley has left to go on to the rainbow bridge. I am going to miss my chubby foot warmer and I will no longer hear a meow from somewhere in the house when I call his name....it seems so empty right now without him here....and my heart is breaking into a thousand pieces. It hurts so bad...
to my sweet boy...you have brought many years of joy and antics into our home...I am going to miss your rumbling purr....the pounce of your 27 pounds as it lands on my hands when we would play....the nuzzling of your big head against my hand and the tickle of your wiskers...I will miss you for the rest of my days...good bye my beloved friend..................

holy crap!!!

mom's lab Bela had puppies 2 months ago and we have had 8 of them runing around the house!!! let me tell you I am not in the least pleased about all of this...puppies? sheesh. they discovered me coming out of jamie's room and dang! I freaked out!! I think I scared the crap outta all of them....I don't want any dogs and their yucky germs around me....ewwwww I am the big fat boy in this house and I am the boss and no puppy is going to bite on my tail and tackle me!!!!

thinking back on years past....

Ya know I was thinking back on my life and I came to realize just how many animals have been part of it. There was my favorite BOO he was an all black long haired kitty and we were best friends. he was only in my life for 3 years until he suddenely got very sick and mom had to take him to the vet. she had me on her lap and was crying when she told me Boo had to be put to sleep cuz he threw a blood clot and became paralyzed...that was a sad day for me no one to scare the crap out of any more.... a few months later mom brought home bailey she was a farm kitty and we got along ok until one day she just went bonkers....mom to this day can't figure out what happened. she would attack me all the time and let me tell you, it hurt. since I was mom's baby she opted to give bailey to another home, one that didn't have any other cats and things were back to normal in our house......until as fate would have it...my mom's parents went to heaven one december day and max came into our lives...he was my grandpa's dog. he and I had this understanding...we stayed away from each other. but it seems I was always stuck in the back of the house most of the time (cuz I wouldn't come out if max was around) and it got to be kinda lonely....so my mom and dad brought home a kitty from a friends house her name is trixie she is a long haired tortois shell and we became friends and we sleep together on mom's water bed...or lately I pull out the drawers on the bottom of the bed and go underneath...it is a very tight fit but I make it. mom says one of these days I am going to get stuck under there and they will have to drain the bed to get me out....not my problem...mol
we lived like this for a few years then all of a sudden things changed...dad brought home a GSD puppy named Kirby and he has been around almost a year now with only a minor altercation between us...kirby has learned through trial and error to keep his distance so now things are running smoothly around here...no pain in the butt dogs chasing me. until this past weekend....the woman is nuts I tell ya!!! she brought home another pup just 4 months after max died and it is like looking in mirror of the past...bela looks just like max did as a pup....geeeez now I have to train another dog!!! and you know when they are pups they are definetly not the brightest crayons in the box! mom says the family is complete again...2 cats, 2 dogs and 3 boys. btw, only one of those boys do I like...jamie, was there when I came into my new home and I like sleeping on his bed at night with him. the other two....yuck! they are loud and run around alot and I have to admit I am kinda scared of them. so this is my family