Missing You

You were the first one I lost since I been on my own as an adult. You will always be remembered & have a special place in my heart. When I look at your pictures I still feel so heart broken like I wasn't a good enough guardian to you.

I'm missing him.

Today I feel sad because I miss my Fuzzy . I miss his special meow him rubbing his mouth against my face. He was so sweet. I pray he did not suffer alot before he died. I regret letting him go outside.

A terrible day

Today I woke up to find Fuzzy laying in his litter box to weak to get out. When I picked him up I believe he had a seizure. I rushed him to the vet. The vet thinks something was wrong with his liver. His skin was turning yellow while his eyes & gums were jaundice. I am so heart broken with the lost of Fuzzy. He had a big place in my life & heart. My heart is hurting so much I loved him like he was my child.

Took Fuzzy to the vet.

(friday oct 27)Fuzzy went to the vet. The vet thinks he may have a kidney infection. His eyes & gums are jaundice. She gave him fluids thru a I.V. and a shot of antibotics & B12 with potassium. She also fed him thru a syringe with baby food(chicken). The vet said she won't be able to send out any blood work to the lab till monday.
(saturday oct 28)Today Fuzzy does not seem to feel any better. He still very weak and not eating. I have to give him antibotics twice a day and syringe feed him four times a day. The vet said to call her sunday to let her know if he's doing any better.

Fuzzy is not feeling well.

Fuzzy has been sleeping more then usual for the past couple days. Today when I went to feed him he would not eat he only licked a tiny bit of the juice from the canned food. He is not looking like his self. He seemd weak today. I called his vet and now am waiting for her to call back. Then he will be going to the vet to be examined.