July 11th 2015 5:11 am
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There is really no words that can describe the way I feel today, for one year ago today I lost my best furfriend! Christopher, you were and still are best cat ever!
I miss you every second, every minute and every hour of every day!
I miss the meow you had for asking for water from the faucet...it actually sounded like you were saying "water"! I miss your squeaky yawn. I know you are still here with me, cos now Oreo wants to drink from the faucet. oey now snuggles with me on the couch..she never did that before and Miss Whiskers does the same and Miss Whiskers looks like you from the back. And there are times when I see you come walking around the corner and there is no other cat there! I can feel you rubbing up against my leg as I sit on the couch!
Sometime today I will take out your memory box and look at your toys and your blankie....I still have the shirt I wore a year ago today that still has your scent!
I don't know why God had to take you from me. I know you were 18, but you still had a few good years to spend here on earth with me!
I know you are with Manya and Dolly...healthy once again and playing in the butterfly and catnip fields!
I miss you so much Boo Boo. I know you are there at the Bridge waiting for me, but right now that is no comfort for my broken heart!
I will never ever forget you my Boo Boo and I will never ever stop thinking about you or stop loving you!
Mommy LOVES YOU!
July 27th 2014 8:51 am
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Wow! I can’t believe how beautiful it is here! My Dolly met me when I arrived that Friday morning. She spent the day showing me around and then we had a picnic the next day in the Butterfly field…we spent the day chasing butterflies, eating nip from the field and snuggling.
It was really hard for my mom to send me here, but since my liver was beginning to fail, she had no choice, she didn’t want me to suffer. I had been dehydrating on a daily basis and that was why.
She kept her pawmiss and stayed with me till the end. She sang to me and kissed me. My head was in the crook of her arm and she held my paw in her hand….as I was drifting off, she whispered in my ear that she would never forget me, and that no one would ever replace me in her heart or home and that she would always always love me, then she kissed me on the cheek and I woke up here.
Mom is still sad, she still cries from time to time cos she can’t believe that we are no longer together. She got my cremains back the other day and she cried for hours. I miss her dearly too and I don’t like to see her cry…I never did…I would always go to her and give her headbonks and let her hug me!
Today it hit her that she is getting used to me not being there and she broke down again! She feels that she shouldn't feel that way....we both know that we will never forget each other or stop missing each other, but that thought just hit her hard and I had to fly down and sprinkle some angel dust on her and have Miss Whiskers (the new kitty I sent her) go and snuggle with mommy.
July 11th 2014 11:23 am
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Today my mommy had to send me to the Bridge....my liver was failing and there was nothing that could be done...she held my paw and kissed me as I went to the Bridge.....I can see my mommy crying as she writes this....Dolly and Manya will teach me to use my wings tonight to fly down and sprinkle some healing dust on her.....
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