July 25th 2013 4:18 am
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July 27th is almost here...the day I walked into my mommy's arms and heart 24 years ago. Meow! I would have been 24 years old this year according to earth time; however, here at the rainbow bridge, age is no longer a factor. We are simply free to be...
I remember five years ago in July, we celebrated my birthday on Caster/Dogster all month long....I think we all knew in our hearts it would be my last birthday on earth. I thank you for that special gift....as it stays so vividly in my heart and mind. It was so incredibly special, not only to me, but my mommy, as well (and the rest of my family, too). Now that things have really slowed down on Catster/Dogster, I am even more grateful for the month long celebration. I must admit, I miss all the fun parties which used to be in abundance in Catster/Dogster Land. Funny how life changes and we move forward....sometimes on the same path and sometimes not...makes our life expereinces even more special!
My first got'cha day at the bridge was the hardest on mommy's heart (and mine) and this one is going to be bittersweet. I really love all my angel friends, but do miss my family so much. I guess the special occasions, holidays, etc...are the hardest times...hum, maybe not...as I know I often lay in the sun with the endless beauty of the bridge around me, dreaming of laying in my mommy's arms...just one more time. I know my mommy does the same. Once you have touched someone's life and heart completely, you do truly long for just one more touch, one more hug....one more moment together. My family has really had a tough year and I know my mommy finds strength from me....as I send it to her for the bridge. I will always be her sunshine angel...
If I had my wish for the best got'cha gift ever, I would still be on earth with my family....however, they gave me the greatest gift already by letting me go when my heart and body was tired. I can hardly believe it has been almost 5 years since I left. I went to the bridge on Oct. 27, 2008. Amazing how at times it feels just like yesterday....and other times not. Mommy and daddy have found peace with it and now they smile when they think of me....I love mommy's smile. I am ever so grateful Ivy joy is with them and being able to expereince a wonderful life full of love and happiness.
Mommy, Big Blackie made it here fine and he is happy and at peace....thought you would like to know. Also Aunty Wendy's Tuma and Toivo are here with all us angels, too....
July 28th is also the bridge crossing of my love, Gavroche. He came to be with me on my got'cha day four years ago....we truly our angel soul mates. Hugs to your mommy as I know this is a difficult day for her.
I know this got'cha day will be a little sad for my family (and probably for some of you)....I watch over all of them every day and I know they are doing the best they can....but sometimes, I know they are thinking of me and wishing I was still with them. I can see it in my mommy's eyes....I know her so well. Not sure that feeling will ever go away....the hurt has gotten better. After all, we spent so many years together. I love it now seeing my mommy smile when she thinks of me....
I think of all of you so often....and keep you close in my heart. I also watch over you and send you rays of sunshine and happiness each day....purrs and healing sunshine when needed. I hope you feel me in your heart....as I am really not gone, just in a different place. Remember you are always in my heart....for we....are truly family....and I am your sunshine angel forever.
So as I prepare to celebrate my got'cha day at the Rainbow bridge soon, please take time to look to the sun and think of me...smile, give a kind gentle hug to someone, a gift of laughter....a piece of your heart...give a little piece of yourself to bring joy to another...do it in honor of my got'cha day....there is no greater gift than giving of yourself.
Thanks for supporting my family, especially as their journey continues to be somewhat difficult right now. The best got'cha gift you can give me is to live like there is no tomorrow and to love with all your heart.
Luna Rose, thank you for being such an incredible part of the family on earth...your bring them laughter!!!
I said, look to the sun.....
"When you face the sun, the shadows always fall behind you."
Thank you for changing my heart and life:
""As one person I cannot change the world, but I can change the world of one person."
~Paul Shane Spear
Sunshine hugs of celebration, appreciation and love,
Jazzi Sunshine Angel
And as always, our hearts are connected by paws!!!
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Sending you lots of hugs Jazzi, you are truly missed. we remember Catster's Golden Days too and really miss them. what an amazing time.
You are the most inspiring angel we know, and we're grateful for your wisdom and open heart.
What a wonderpurr diary entry, we think of those days too, so say that as time moves on things change...we miss so many of our friends...
Mom will look up in the sun while she is out and think of you and she will be looking for butterflies too and think of me...two special kitties I must say!
We can see mommy's eyes are filled with love drops after reading your beautiful diary entry.
We're so glad your mommy can smile now when she thinks of you but ... mommy has told us the hole left in a human's heart when a beloved furbaby journeys to the Bridge eventually fills up with all the beautiful memories of that special little kitty or doggie ... once in a while, one of those memories spills out bringing great joy and smiles to that mommy or daddy ... but sometimes the love drops will fall no matter how many years go by.
When mommy goes out to lunch today, she will look at the sun and think of you.
May your Gotcha Day celebration be full of love and sunshine ... we know our Bridge angels will be there to celebrate with you - Angels Aggie, Ralphie, Sedoso & Brittany will wrap their loving paws around you and show you some love.
Angel Aggie, Maggie, Clawdius Meowximus, Purrcilla Softpaws & Stryder
P.S. We sure do miss the good 'ole Catster/Dogster days.