Angel Kufu

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A case of mistaken identity

May 16th 2009 9:04 am
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Hi Boo Boo,
Last night I was sitting on the couch reading. I looked up at the front screen door and there was a kitty face looking in at me. The porch light was off and it was very dark outside. Without being able to see details, it was a dark upper face with a white lower face. For just a second my heart cried, "Kufu" but my mind told me it was Tuxy. I cried and cried. Seeing your little face pop up in that window in the screen door is just one of many things I miss about you not being here with me.
This morning it's chilly outside and just plain dreary. My eyes were swollen when I woke up.
I miss you so much Boo Boo.
I love you,
Mama

 

Healing Angel Dust

May 14th 2009 6:19 pm
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Hi Boo Boo,
Last night I had to get off the computer because of an empending storm. But for 2 nights in a row, a potential storm has somehow passed by us........did you request that? Thank you baby boy!
I am getting ready to go take the dogs for a walk......I wish you were here....I would love to carry you on my shoulder.
Before I go I wanted to ask you for a favor. Miles' girlfriend Lily has some siblings who are in need of some special healing angel dust. Their names are, Zack, Harry & Stinky. You are a very smart boy so I'm sure that you have already learned how to send healing angel dust to furbabies in need.
I hope you know how much I love you and miss you. I've gotten some pictures of you printed. Had to go buy some more frames. There are now two large pictures in the living room, one here in the computer room and one in the bedroom. I have one more to put up in the kitchen. I need to be able to see you in all the rooms of the house.
I miss you baby boy.
Love,
Mama

 

Did you send me sunshine?

May 13th 2009 7:43 pm
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Hi Boo Boo,
The sun came out today and I thought of you, not that I don't already think of you almost all the time. I was wondering if you sent me the sunshine? I'd like to think you did. Thank you baby boy.
Daddy says that we might be getting ready to lose our electricity. There's a storm on the way and the lights have been flickering, so I will have to say goodbye for now. I'll write more to you later. I have a favor to ask of you.
I love you, Mama

 

The first Kufu story

May 12th 2009 5:06 am
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Hi Boo Boo,
It's raining again today. We've had over two weeks of rain and I think the sun is in mourning for you, just like me.
I took the dogs for a walk last night and thought about the times you used to try to go with us. One particular time is going to be the first Kufu story that I write here in your diary.
Do you remember the day that I took Lil' Girl for a walk (we didn't have Lucy then), and I got almost all the way up the street when I heard someone yelling at me. "Mama, Mama....wait, I want to go with you. Come back Mama." Lil' Girl & I walked back toward our house and there you were in the "behind us" neighbor's driveway, waiting for me to come get you, and giving me "what for" for leaving without you! So I bent down so you could jump on my shoulder and away we went! We made it around the block before you wanted down. I think you decided that the "walk" was over as far as you were concerned, and you were ready to go back home. So I took you back home, put you in the house and finished Lil' Girl's walk .
How sad I was yesterday when you weren't there to go with us on our walk.
I miss you baby boy.
Love,
Mama

 

Mother's Day without my Boo Boo

May 10th 2009 8:01 am
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Hi Boo Boo,
It's Mother's Day and I'm missing one of my children.
I've been waiting and waiting to dream about you and finally did last night....but all I can remember is seeing you and you were standing on your back paws. If I could program my dreams I'd go to bed every night and program sweet dreams of my little boy, Kufu.
I wanted to start writing Kufu stories, but I just don't think today is the day. I don't want to be crying when I write them.
I am still looking for the perfect stone to engrave for you.
I added some new pics to your page, did some rearranging and added a new background.
I'd rather have you in my arms than spend my days looking at your pictures....................I miss you so much baby boy.
I love you,
Mama
P.S......A very sweet kitty named Lady Lena & her family left an " I Love Mom" rosie on your page and said it was from you.....thank you!

 

More music for my Boo Boo

May 8th 2009 8:42 pm
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Hi Boo Boo,
I added a few more songs to your page.
The first one is Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton. I think he wrote the song after he lost his son.......just like I did.
The second one is Empty Garden by Elton John. He wrote the song after he lost his good friend John Lennon........just like I did.
And the third one is One Sweet Day by Mariah Carey & Boys II Men. She wrote the song after she lost a good friend.....just like I did.
I miss you Boo Boo.

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
Now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
Took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
And I know you're shining on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'd be together
One sweet day
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

I think about you all the time Boo Boo. I've been remembering lots of Kufu stories, some funny, some sweet and some sad. Listening to the music on your page is a mixed bag of emotions too. Blue Eyes just makes me long to see yours....but I also love remembering how pretty they are. One Sweet Day ALWAYS makes me cry, because instead of having you here with me everyday, making me laugh and love you, I have to subsitute the real you with memories. But then I tell myself that reality, (as crappy as it may be) is that I don't have you here with me.....and then I'm grateful for my memories. Your Daddy says he misses coming home from work, seeing you laying on my car and hearing you tell him about your day.
You took a piece of my heart with you when you left Boo Boo....so take care of it Little Man.
Maybe tomorrow I'll remind you of our life together by telling Kufu stories.
I love you forever and I miss you so much Boo Boo.

 

Music for Boo Boo

May 6th 2009 9:13 pm
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Hi Boo Boo,
I added a song to your page. It's called Blue Eyes, by Elton John. You have the most beautiful blue eyes. You were my only blue eyed baby, just another reason you were so special.
I miss you baby boy.

 

Can't Sleep

May 5th 2009 10:44 pm
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Hi Boo Boo,
I'm having a hard time sleeping since you left. I miss our "nightly loves". When I laid down to sleep tonight I couldn't stop thinking of you and began crying. Daddy has to get up early for work so I decided to get up so I wouldn't keep him awake.
Today I watched the videos we have of you.....I wanted to reach out and touch you and cried cuz I couldn't.
Tomorrow (I guess it's already tomorrow since it's after midnight) is Meme's 4th birthday. I hadn't even thought about it until her boyfriend Elmer sent her a birthday flower.
I hope you are happy and comfortable at the Bridge.
I miss you.

 

One Week and two days

May 5th 2009 11:16 am
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I miss you so much, Kufu, my sweet, gentle little man.
I miss seeing your silly little face pop up in the door window. I miss hearing you talk to me. I miss going outside and having you come to me almost as soon as I'm out the door. I miss looking on the bed or in the closet and seeing you sleeping peacefully, kissing your head and hearing your sweet little, sleepy meep.
But most of all I miss you settling yourself on my chest at bedtime for our "nightly loves".
I've placed pictures of you in stategic places all over the house so I can see you everywhere I go while I go about my daily chores. I talk to you and tell you how much I love all the time.....and tell you how much I miss you.

 

VETS NOT TO USE......EVER

May 4th 2009 10:15 am
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http://www.catster.com/local/OK/Clinton/Veterinarians/Clinto n_animal_hospital-22212

http://www.catster.com/local/OK/C ordell/Veterinarians/Wahita_veterinary_clinic-123577

http ://www.catster.com/local/OK/Cordell/Veterinarians/Turner_vet erinary_clinic-22215

The above links will take you to 3 vets that I recommend NO ONE take their furbabies to.
Two of them are the ones responsible for Kufu's death and the other was one that refused to help him.

 
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