Another Night

Last night, I had a dream about Garfield again. I remember walking down stairs and looking out the door. It's evening outside and I see Luca and this big orange cat sitting side-by-side at the door. I burst out tears and run out to see them. I cry his name and he's happy to see me. For some reason, he had his collar on. The blue one I bought for him with Arlene's pink one long ago.

As it goes on, I'm petting him and asking him to come home. He looked away and I knew what I should do... It was hard but I did it. I let him go. I told him he could go, but I asked for him to come back soon. He smiled at me when I said that. I told him good-bye and that I loved him. Eventually... I woke up with a smile on my face. I was happy we saw each other again and that he returned to me. I hope he returns to me just like Arlene did, in the future. I still love him!

-My Baby Boy

Garfield??

I know we haven't written in your diary for the longest time but I haven't heard from you or Arlene lately... For quite awhile actually... I've missed you though. I don't know when the last time was that I've seen you guys, or actually sensed your presence, but it has been awhile. Leo was chasing something small the other day, but I saw absolutely nothing and thought and is your's or Arlene's tail he was watching...

I'm not sure, but there is something about the kitten the neighbor's found earlier this month. I'm not so sure if she's one of you because she seems older then I thought and the last time I sensed you was maybe 2-3 months ago. It was one of you that time, I barely remember... but someone was messing with Leo's head that day and he just went nuts.

I went over to take care of the kitten. She's pregnant and almost close to the time of having her own litter. I gave her some food and she ate and purred and rubbed me and licked me and she stood on my lap. She was just loving me like a best friend. And then... this thing happened that cam to as a surprise to me... The way she just sat there and gave me this look. It was familiar to the way Luca stares at me when he's in a good mood. And the other cat I know who gave me that same, exact look as Luca's in her face was you.

I am still waiting for her kittens to be born so I can be sure. I am coming up with crazy ideas of how you and Arlene may be returning to me, but I am still unsure. I think the kitten is herself, but for some reason, she pops up on our neighbor's door step one day, pregnant, and already loving to us although she has lived on her own most of her life.

I am waiting. If you are her give me a sign please, but if not I still love you and Arlene. Your love is in this special spot in my heart, for both of you.

I love you my baby boy and always will :)

A New Furiend...

Arlene and I sat at the Rainbow Bridge last night. We sat side by side looking down. We came back up at the end of last week from home so we could still live up here. I looked down and watched. We felt sorry for our furiend, but we were happy for him. We said a prayer for him and his family for their loss. But we were happy because he would no longer feel pain.

I saw a glimpse down the bridge and poked Arlene to show her. She peered down with me. "Is that him?" She asked. We saw at least a couple animals come up, but we were waiting for one. "I think it is." I said as the glimpse came closer and closer. I saw a long tail and brown markings. We stood up and watched as he cautiously came up the bridge. "It's him it's him!" I said running to the edge to try and reach him.

He finally reached the top and entered through the golden gate. "Where am I?" He asked. Arlene and I gave him a hug and purred. "You're over the Rainbow Bridge. We've been waiting after we heard what happened." He looked very sad. I gave him a rub. "It'll be ok. Your mommy did it for you. She did what was best for you so you would no longer suffer." I tried to help him.

He sighed. "Come on. We'll help you out. Come stay at our place for awhile." I asked. He was very sad and we helped him walk to our place. We entered in and the kits were happy to see us. He seemed kind of surprised to see them. Arlene greeted her kits and sat as they sniffed their new furiend.

"The light orange one is Nicole. The dark orange one is Morris. The one that looks like me is Autumn. And the black one is Rosie." She said. He smiled as they all said hello and rubbed him. Autumn looked at him intently. "What's your name?" She asked. He smiled at her and said, "My name is Waverly." He gave her a friendly rub and watched as they were a happy family. I smiled and sat with him. "Arlene had her kittens up here last year. She was pregnant before she left the family on earth. But everyone is happy." I looked at him and smiled. "If you need anything, just ask." He looked up at me, nodded his head and smiled. "You're just like family to us." I purred.

You Are Still With Me

My baby boy, I had a dream about you last night. I'm sure you know that. You made me happy. I was laying in bed, half awake half asleep, with Leo crawling all over me. Until I feel asleep for a breif moment. There I was laying on my bed like I was this morning and you were standing on top of me just like Leo was doing at that moment. You starred into my eyes and you purred. I laughed and smiled and scratched behind your ears where you like it.

I gave you a kiss and then you turned into Leo. You were still Garfield, but your fur color was Leo. You still had your big green eyes, not Leo's yellow eyes. And you smiled at me. You turned orange and gave me a hug and cheek rub on my nose. I know you are still with me, but I knew you came back to me. You are still with me and I know you still love me. Maybe one day you will come back to me. Later in my future when you it is right.

I love you, and always will. Thanks for the visit in my dream to tell me that you still love me. Thanks for coming last night as well. I could tell you and Arlene were messing with Leo while he ran around crazy chasing mid air, which was probably one of you. You'll get use to his craziness one day like you got use to me after 3 months. I love you so much. I hope you and Arlene come down for a long time to be with me, jut try not to enter my dream. It makes me sad, but I just enjoy your visits a lot more.

Thank you for being my baby boy. You are always my baby boy. I love you.

I Was Tagged!!

I haven't been able to write in my diary. I have been so busy up here over the rainbow bridge. Watching the kits, taking care of my wife Arlene, and taking care for myself. But yes, I will write for this one!

I have been tagged by Edmund.

This is a great game. Once you are tagged, youi have to list 7 facts about yourself. You post this on your page and can also send it to 7 other kitties you then tag. What fun facts can you tell us.

My 7 facts:

(1) My cat mom was an enemy to our family after abandoning me

(2) I was scared of everyone except my human girl who cared for me and loved me unlike most of the other humans in my past

(3) I was a softy toward Simba because he was bigger then me

(4) I was always with Arlene protecting her from other cats

(5) I was named after the cartoon cat Garfield, because I was just like him.

(6) I visited my family once. But those 2 indoor cats were too wild for me. Arlene visits a lot. I try to, but I alwayas stay hidden.

(7) I only slept on my girl's lap. I didn't not like the other humans. She was my human lover and I still love her. Always.

Cats I will tag:
Emma Kitty
Biscuit
Black Jack
Leo
Poobah
Fuzzy
Siamama

I know some of you may have already been tagged. If so, you do not need to play again unless you want to. Thanks

To My Girl

Dear Diary,

This may be the only time I write in this... weird book thingy, but Arlene is convinced that she will write for me in her diary instead. I just wanted to say, I loved you so much back at home. I felt lonely and I was getting older and hurt more often that... I wanted to see Arlene again.

I told Simba and Luca good-bye and to tell you that I was leaving to join Arlene, but noticing the fliers you put up for me all over town, and crying my name. I will always remain in you heart and I will put up a frame of your picture up in our house!

I noticed how you were always wondering where I was, I was able to answer you. God let me enter your dreams, but it didn't do you any good because you would cry when you woke up wanting it to come true.

I will forever remain your precious baby boy!

Never ending rubs and purrs,
Garfield

I Understand...

Garfield,

I finally realized why you ran away. You knew I loved you so much and I knew you loved me too. You ran away like my old dog Digger. You didn't want me to see you suffer in your old age. So you left me to go curl up in your favorite place and fell asleep forever.

I'm still heart broken but now I know why. I was calling your name, and everytime you answered me, in my dreams. I still love you and when you find Arlene up there, tell her I love her too!

Never Ending Love,
Your Mommy

I Need You...

Garfield, since you left I've been nothing but blue. Where ever you are, please come back... I want to put up new fliers and look for you, but I can't. Mom says it's too late... I don't think so...

I'm going to try and find you! I'm going to put fliers up in stores and shelters. I'm going to call for you at the old neighborhood, even if you don't remember your name! Garfield... I need your smile and love... I'm so messed up... High School will be hard because I'll be thinking of you only...

I dream of your return almost every night... but all I can say is, "It may never happen." I would be the world's happiest kid if I ever saw you again. I will try again... one last time... please. I love you... I need you...

My Tail of Devotion for Garfield (In Loving Memory)

Garfield,
You were my favorite and my baby boy. I just can't believe you left me here at home alone. But Luca has stolen your face and I think of you when I look at him. Your hugs made me smile and when I was sad, your smile and purr would make me laugh. Garfield, if you're still alive, please come back. If you're not... you knew I loved you with all my body and soul. Good-bye my baby boy.

This is a special Tail of Devotion

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Too long so far...

I have been missing Garfield for a month and a half. I hate to say but... I have given up weeks ago. He is not at the shelter or the old neighborhood. He could be up in the clouds ever since he left his home...

He could have joined his wife up in the sky at God's side. I loved him very much and tried my best to keep him at his new home and safe. But that just didn't work out...

I've given up... he could no longer be breathing... now...