I haven't written in my diary in a long time! But i was sending my furheart angel Target a valentine and realized how much I miss him. How much I miss his momma who was like a mom to me too. Today is 4 months since CW went to be with the angels...I am thinking of them together and it makes me smile even as my whiskers are wet with tears.
Even though he can't speak back I know he can hear me....Happy Valentines Day my silly red tummied tabby angel! I love you always & furever until we meet again. We know you still fly by RNB to visit us and that CW is flying with you. You will never be furgotten by any of us down here. Thank you for blessing us with your furiendship & making us all laugh...and fur making me your furheart, how lucky can one girl be?
SWANK
xoxox
Your Bean Forever!
So many wonderful kitties purred and purred for him. Thank you all. We are all going to miss him so much! I'm not sure how I will make it without him, but I know that our furiends will help. I want to tell his mom how much she means to me, she was the best mom to Target, he meowed about her allll the time!! Please everyone purr for her and also smile when you think of Target, he wants everyone to be happy and think of the good times.
He went through so much the past 2 1/2 months. His mom did everything humanly possible to help him, but we had to say goodbye. It is the hardest thing I've had to do as a cat in love. He is my heart.
He is in a good place now, with no more pain, no more worries, and he is with sooooo many wonderful kitties who Im sure he has already won over with his super-sweet charm!!
I want to share my song I sung to him to try to make him feel better. Someday we will run paw and paw together. Until then *looks at her star* I know he's watching over me.
I miss you and love you furever!
*starts singing softly*
Sleep my sweet, close your eyes
I will be here all through the night
don't worry dont fret
you are safe here in your donut bed
dream of days to come,
paw in paw we will roam
picking flowers and chasing birds
our laughter will fill the world.
Let the light shine down on you,
from our stars and the moon
Joy and Love will both be yours,
Happy days are coming soon--
Mommy took me to see Dr. Wayne today. She's been preparing me for this, but for some reason I furgot and was totally shocked when I had to get in my carrier and the ride in the big machine! I mewed and meowed and tried to dig my way out of the carrier, but no matter how hard I scratched I couldnt get out. Mommy talked to me and stuck her fingers through the door so she could pet me and then I calmed down a bit. When we got there I let out one loud MEOW as we entered the place, to let everyone know I was there and not to mess with me.
In the little room I got to sit on the table and I leaned on mommy and looked all around. I didnt try to run or anything. When Dr. Wayne came in he saw my little bump and said they should go ahead and remove it, because of the last bump being malignant. He shaved my fur around it and I didnt fuss or get scared or anything! Mom was so proud of me for being such a brave kitty. He examined me all over and it felt like a really nice massage, but then when he felt my tummy he said I had love handles!! Mommy stuck up for me and reminded him that we all get older and things start to sag.
He did blood work, and told mom that I was very good & such a patient kitty. They already called and said everything was normal!
On the way home, I didn't meow or fuss at all. I layed there and listened to mommy tell me how proud she was of me. We got home and she was going to let me play in the yard, but I ran right up to the door and wanted inside. Just so happy to be home. I have to go back on April 4 to have the little bump removed. We caught it really soon. Hopefully this will be the last time!!!
So enough about me...
Right now all my purrs go out to my furboy Target, who has gone through soooo much the pastcouple of weeks. He is a brave, brave kitty too and I sure hope he gets that cone off his head soon!!
