April 11th 2006 11:33 am
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I'm writing this in your diary because I can't think of any other way.
How is your new home? I bet you're probably hiding under somebody's bed right now, you little rascal. I hope you are behaving!
I miss seeing you every day, you were such a little firecracker. You always made me laugh and would always surprise me with your tenderness when I was sad.
I really did everything I could for you and your little brother. I'm so sorry I couldn't do more. I wanted so badly for you guys to come with me to the mainland, but daddy couldn't afford it and grandma is allergic.
I think I'm allergic to not having my babies with me. :(
Thank you for keeping me company so many times over the years. You were my only friend a lot of the time when daddy was away.
I know divorce is hard on the kids, and I hope you understand a little bit of what is going on. I never wanted to hurt you.
I love you very much and pray that you are in a loving place. I hope everytime you look to the east you think of your mommy and all the love she tried to give you.
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