This Little Luv Bug is a Might Lioness ~ Hear Me ROAR!!~MOL

Not only am a now feeling really wonnerfur and back to mai old self ~ I have also become more assertive!!

First of all I really need to tell all of mai wonnerfur furiends how much I love mai PaPa Friday!! ~ Friday is wonnerfur and I am super duper close to him!!~YUPS!! Fur sure

I love to go up to Friday and put mai front paws and arms around his neck and hug Friday and lick him and kiss him ~ Friday really enjoys this, too!!~Kind of how mai Grandpaw Buddy loved Friday once, years ago!!~Friday hasn't been loved and kissed like this in four + years!!

I even help wash and groom him and snuggle down and sleep beside mai PaPa Friday, too!!~he loves and hugs and kisses and washes me back, too!!

And now I can tell you sumfin else, I did two nights ago!!~shocked Meowmy to no end, too ~ MOL!!

Meowmy had finished combing Bijou out and was petting her and talking wif her, telling Bijou how bewtifur she all was (I could hear all this silly talk from the kitchen)..well, Bailey was hanging wif me and she thought she was not hearing things right and wanted to go investigate and see what was up ~ know what I mean?

Ok, so Bailey goes into the livingroom and sits down on her butt and just looks at the situation, no big deal, right?

Well, Bijou thought it was a big deal all right, cuz she got all mad a Bailey fur just looking at her and Bijou got up and went over and smacked Bailey in the face and was yelling at her!!!

Well, I heard this all right!!~Bailey is MY sisfur, and no one messes wif my sisfur!!~I ran into the livingroom and up to Bijou and hissed at her and smacked her back!!~Bijou ran from me and hide under the day bed we use by the front window....I was just plain livid and mad and it showed on mai face, mai nose was all scrunched up and mai eyes were black and beedy looking ~ I sure was mad and scary looking ~MOL!!

Meowmy was calling me but I ignored her and went after Bijou under the daybed!!~ Bijou looked scared and meomwed and Meomwy was still calling mai name and was in shock by this time ~ I have never done anything like this before!!~But Bijou is a meanny and bossy and has attacked Bailey, biting her in the eye ~ not too mention all the attacks I have suffered over her ~mai nose is scarred from all the scratches from Bijou~I'm starting to fight back and showing Bijou we're not gonna take it anymore!!

But Mai Meomwy is scared for Bijou~she is hoping Bijou is healthy and ok because she has heard about kibbies being sick and others knowing about it and taking over the Alpha kibbie position by being dominate and showing the boss the younger one is stronger than they are.

Hopefully this is not the case and that I am just not taking Bijou's bossy ways anymore!!

Meomwy always gets after Bijou, too, saying NO BULLYING allowed but Bijou not listening so I got mad and pushed back!!

Meomwy sure looked at me twice that evening ~ she didn't think I had it in me, as I am the smallest and always backs down ~ this time I went charging into the situation and said ENOUGH!!

Meomwy said fur me not to do this again ~ yeah, right!~like I'm going to listen to that!!~MOL

Power of Da Paw; Love and tCares~They All Work to Help Heal- Us!!

It's been a roller coaster ride since I got scared real bad back on Halloween 2012.

Meowmy didn't mean to scared me, just everything was all at once on a time schedule and that does not work wif me!!

I've had mai good days and then not so good days~wrote about it only to quickly change like as if I wasn't suppose to tell how I was doing~its like the fates were against me and mai Meowmy!!

Well, mai Meowmy neve gave up~cried and was sad at times, thought she lost me forever and morned the closeness we once shared.

Furiends rallied around us, sendng encouraging kind words, wisdom and ideas, purrs and prayers and Power of The Paw!! oh and Angel Buddie's spawcial Blue Ribbon!!

These were all so very welcomed and much needed and appreciated.

Well, with preserverance, prayers and PoTP and our furiends there for us, I can safley say I am finally back 100 per cent back, to mai old self again!!

I am laying and cuddling wif mai Meowmy in her lap once again~this is something Meowmhy thought was gone for sure!!~it was the last thing I finally broke though and did~and boy do I ever love to do this!!

I cuddle up tight wif Meowmy in bed now too, and sleep all night beside her!!

I jump around, asking to bed fed like at least twently times a day, I kid you not!!~i just can't get enough to eat!MOL!!

If meowmy goes into the kitchen, then I figure its time she fed me again, no matter how many times she goes there~hey I was very skinny forr a long time and hardly ate!!~I am putting some weight on again, too!1

I am just cute as a button and Meomwy is going to be working on making video's of all of us~i'll let you all know when maine will be up and running~make sure you stock up on popcorn to eat while watching our video's

A View Furm Mai Window

Whoa guess what I see growing in our flower bed?....*looks around, making sure no one is sneaky attacking on her*….shhhh *puts paw up to mouth, big glint in her eyes*…dis is soooo catciting!!~*giggles*…it’s CATNIP!!~~

YUP!!~we’re going to have fresh catnip again!!~it came back!!~I’m sooo catcited!!

I can see it grow from da window I like to sit at to watch mai birdies, in da back yard!!

Meowmy said she is going to put some in da garden area, too wif da herbs!~hey, did you know you can make a tea fur your Meowmy wif dem catnip leaves? YUP!!~it’s true!!~I likes to halp mai Meowmy get her catnip tea ready…oh and der’s anfur one, too…Bijou luvs dis one, she even ate a leaf furm da plant yesturday (Meomwy has ta put it in da garden)..it’s Lemon Balm (Melissa)..it smells rally goot!!
I just luvs dis time of year~not too hot yet and da birdies are all back, da leaves on dem trees wave at me from their perch~oh mai spot I got to look out mai window is just da best!!~I gets to watch stuff grow, birdies and ofur wild life roam around, Oh wow!!
I’m going to watch Meomwy plant da herbs and ofur stuff in da garden..hey you wants to come on ofur and we can purrlay and dig da holes fur da plants and seeds~Meomwy just said we can even purrlay wif da water sprinkler, it’s fun to run thru it!!~and we have a kitty pool to purrlay in and stay cool!!~come on ofur when ever you like~it’s gonna be lots of fun dis summer!!

I Am Truly Honored!!

Dear Diary

I opend mai mail dis morning and guess what? I found out I am this weeks Blue of The Week over at the pawsome group, Russian Blue.

Now how pawtastic is that? I have never been a kibbie of the week fur anyfing afore in mai little life~dis sure does make me feel a little bit spawcial and helped put a smile on my Meomwy's face!!

Even Friday is thrilled..he's mai PawPaw and I love him lots. I go and put mai arms around his neck and hang on and cuddle into him and wash and kiss him and he does the same fur me!!

I am furry close to Friday and well he was scarying us last week!! He got sick again and is on meds but we think and hope and pray he will be ok!!

And today mai sisfur, Bailey is a DDP!!~its also been raining all weekend and with Meomwy working with Friday on the meds and rain and stuff, well today with my honor and Bailey wif her DDP, it sure does feel as though the sun is right on top o' us here at home, shining brightly down upon mai furmily, sending love and warmth down upon us to help us feel better!

Now how pawsome is dis?~oh wow!!

I DID IT!!!~YES I DID!!!~HOORRAY!!

Oh my goodness I just had to send this amazing great news out!

Ok, first for anyone who may not really know me, I have been very scared and timid for about six months now. My Meomwy was trying to get me into a cage on Halloween to get me to the vets and I couldn't figure out what she was trying to do..to make a long story short..we both went opposite ways and I became scared of my Meowmy for a while..I learned to trust her again over time, but the last big hurrdle to over come was being close to her physically again.

Well that last hurrdle was breached and crossed over last week!..I went and layed on my Meowmys lap for a few minutes and then realized, hey, waite a minute I am not suppose to do this!! And ran away!

Now a couple of days ago, I jumped up on the couch and just walked over to Meowmy and climbed into her lap and layed there all nice and comfy like old times...hey this is what I am suppose to do!!~this is my job!~my Grandpaw Buddy, who is an Angel now, used to fill her lap and no one else has ever done that since!~I was sent to to this, and I am even marked certain ways on my body just like my Granpaw!!

I have been sleeping very close to, even against Meowmy for a little while at night as she slept, and she has woken up and found me like this and smiled big, well when I saw that, I figured, hey I want my lap back!!

It sure does feel good to be able to climb up there and cuddle with my Meowmy once again!

I have been making progress over time and for a while there we were too scared to write about it, because I soon as we did, BAMB!! something happend to jinx this!~well, no more!~Meowmy told me the last time that if this happens we're just going to keep moving forwward and treat everyday and every incident like it is no big deal!!

But this is a big deal!!~Oh yes it is!!~you see, a lap kbaby like me just needs to be cuddled and loved and held every chance I get!~

I firmly believe in the Power of The Paw!!~so many of my furiends have kept us in their purrs and thoughts and said prayers for us~thank you to all who have done this and remembered us!

I also want to thank my personal angel, his name is Buddie (not my Granpaw) and this Angel Buddie does wonnerfur work..sends out bright golden Stars to new Angels, blue Rosette Ribbons for the ones who are in need of prayers and he even comes to visit us, too!..here is the link to his page:

http://www.catster.com/cats/62740

Angel Buddie is pawtastic and loving and kind!~if you would ever like to visit with him and read his diary by all means please do so!!~kibbies also send rosies to him to use in his out reach work~a very worthy and noble job indeed!

I just needed to share this with all of you!~prayers and the Power of The Paw does work!!

Love you all!~

Spring is FINALLY Here~Sooo Happy I'm Kicking Up My Heels

I'm a happy gurl, that fur sure!~it's nice to hear and see da birdies back~dem robins are back!~YUP!so that is a sure sign that spring is here, too!~I loves to watch them from my windows~I've got the prime spots all picked out to see them the best, too..MOL!

It must be Spring too, cuz Meowmy is cleaning and tossing up a storm!..She broke my table leg by accident and that's is getting fixed!so she moved our day bed in front of da living room window, (this day bed is just fur us kibbies) and now we look out the window in high style and ultimate comfort, MOL!!

Meowmy also moved the big coffee table downstairs and that created at huge playing area for us kibbies in da living room!

Oh boy!~you shouda seen me yesturday!~did I have the ZOOMIES!!..it was lots of fun, too!

Bailey winter skating area is now the spring and summer starting area fur us to take off and gallop into the living room~I did just that and it sounded like a stampede of horsies!~so musch fun!

Anyway I ran from da hall into da living room, thru my tunnels ( two of dem) di a twist and caught and threw up new tuna nip toy high in da air and raced after that too~Meowmy laughed and laughed~she could tell how happy I am!

Oh yeah!!!! TWO nights ago I climbed into Meowmy's lap and layed down and she scratched my head and talked softly to me..first time since I got scared in October..I sat like that for a couple of minutes and then thought, "hey I am suppose to be a scared kitty!" and ran off..but it sure felt good for the few minutes I was there wif my Meowmy!

My furiend, Mallee is coming over to play wif me at my house and I can go over to her house, too!!...anybody else wants to come over?..well come on in..lots of fun and there are treats and drinks, too!

Tanks Milo!~Now I Get's to Purrlay in da Spring Game, too!

If you would like to purrlay da Spring game, jus' copy me diary, change da answers to urs an' tag five o' ur furiends!


Five Things I Like About Spring:

1. Open windows to listen to da burdies
2. Watching alla da critters scurrying about outside
3. Helping to catch dem buggies trying to creep iinto mai houseie
4. Warm sunshine flooding into a room just fur me to lay in~tank u Mr. Sunsine!
5. Happy and feeling great

I like how Milo tagged everfur and do da same here, too~You haven't been tagged yet?~I tag you, now play da game wif me, too!

Hey I'm Ok and You'r Ok..Just Need My Space

I just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing ok. I am NOT afraid of Meowmy at all. Since Thursday afternoon sometime I have been spending time in a spare bedroom in the basement. I have my own little couch and blankie on it. I love to tunnel under this blankie and hide from the world..I have been doing alot of sleeping.

Meowmy has been spencing tons of time with me. I have ventured upstairs a little bit and last night I decided to make my Meowmy happy and me happy, too. I went upstairs after everyfur was sound asleep and I quietly crawled into bed wif my Meowmy. I slept at her feet under the blankies..aww..this was soo wonnerfur!!~Meowmy woke for a minute and felt me and touched me and I didn't move!! I was already downstairs again this morning but I did run up and say, "Hai" and had my breakfast in da kitchen wif my furmily like old times!!

Meowmy had told me she loves me and wants me to come back upstairs whenever I want to..she does not force anything on me and just goes about her daily routines like normal...this I think is for the best as it shows, Hey I'm ok and Your Ok, too!!

Meowmy Was Right..I am Scared Again

I had a pawsome morning, playing wif my toys and running around..and later Meowm noticed I wasn't around. She found me finally, hiding downstairs in the basement. I looked up at her and let her touch me..Meowm had brought treats down and I came out and ate some and them did a freaking move by bending my back into a c curve and running and hiding again...I had my supper downstairs too. And just a little while ago Meowm came to coaks me up and I went to the door landing and then starting crying and meowming mornfully and ran back downstair..I can tell it is bothering my Meowm and she just doesn't know what to do for me.

My Meowm didn't scare me or anything like that today...but Bijou was downstair and making a grrr'ing sound earlier..and she has been known to do that if she sees any animals close to the house..so maybe I saw it too and got scared?

OHHH BOY!!!

I Have Some News

Meowmy has been wanting to update my diary with the news but has been afraid of being jinxed. Aww..I will do it fur her myself. First off, I am getting better, still a little skittish, but have come along since I got the fright of my little life four months ago.

I like to eat and ask for my food and treats. I even watch and see if Meowm is heading into the kitchen, cuz if she is, I run into the kitchen, jump up on a chair and stand up with my front paws hanging onto the top of them and MEOWING loudly and looking really cute fur my Meowmy!!

I sleep with my Meowmy, too and don't jump up and run away at night if there is any movement like before.

I run and play with alla the toys and make Meowmy laugh hard when I am running at 50 miles an hour and hit and run along the front side of the couch like if I'm skate boarding..it's fun!!..and the tunnel Meowny bought me is my favorite toy of all..maybe because I am learning there are things here that are just for me.

And my Meowmy lets me know and tells me so often just how much she loves me.

We are working on me getting used to the cage and I can go in and out of it whenever I want.

probably another month to six weeks I will be going to the doctors!!..oh boy..now that will be another adventure and Meowmy is afraid all of this hard work both she and I have been doing is going to go out the window on that day!!