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Sad :(

My momma is feeling sad because of me :( I wish that I didn't have tu leave her. I wish I had never gotten in the road then none of this would have happened. I saw her looking through pictures on her camera, and she found one of me. :( And then I saw her look so sad. Remember, us animals at the rainbow bridge still watch over our mommas and daddies. And when they hurt, we hurt. And when they cry, we cry.
I never knew my momcat. I was adopted from the vet. I hope this entry isn't making any one sad. :( I must go now. Me, Bobo and Miracle plus Stormy, Kimmy, Terri and Toni, are all having a sleepover. Well, I must be going now.

My sad story

Hello all furrfriends, Havoc here. I've been sitting at the Rainbow Bridge, thinking. We are having a pawty up here, but I just can't enjoy myself. I'm thinking about my home, my furever home. I had to leave it behind.

Let me tell you all something. Sometimes I got the feeling that mom forgot about me when I was still living with her. Maybe because when she got a new cat, I had to be put outside. One night, I mewed at the window for several long minutes, she saw me, but never let me in. It hurt, know what I mean? To be the center of attention, untill someone else comes along. Then I was forced to become an outside cat.

One night, I was playing with Rufus, then I got into the black strip that stretches endlessly on both sides, I think mom called it a road. Anyways, I got on it, that's when I saw the bright lights coming for me, and then felt the peircing pain as I was thrown to the side of the road. My nose was bleeding, and I couldn't stand any more. I faught back panic, and I hoped and hoped that mom would come and find me, but she never came, so I was left on side of the road to die, I died alone, without anyone by my side.

When I crossed to the Rainbow Bridge, I met a cat there, named Bobo, he said that we had the same mom. I told him how I felt, how I thought that mom had abandoned me, but Bobo said that wasn't true. And he explained how she couldn't let me in because of the she-cat that was living with us now, and he told me the reason that mom didn't find me, because she was in the bed, it was the middle of the night when this happened. So she had never forgotten about me.

I miss my whole family now. My mom, my aunt and uncle, my grandparents. Little Gurl, the kits, Ghosty, Baby Gurl, Rufus...I miss them all, but I have new friends up here, Bobo, Valentine (who just recently joined us) And so many others.

And to my furriends who've ever felt like this before, just remember, your mom loves you no matter what. That's all I want to say, I hope you all have a pawtastic day!!!

Hello to all of my furrrific furriends.

I'm writing this journal from the Rainbow Bridge, its pretty up here. Right now I'm running around and playing hide and seek with my new furriends that I've met. We're all running and playing, and having a really fun time!