March 9th 2015 3:24 pm
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It's 3 whole years since the day I came to collect you and Boo and bring you both to your furever home. It's a day I shall never forget. I was so happy. I got to Charlotte's house to collect you half an hour early and had to sit outside in the car and wait because I really didn't want to wake up the family. It was a Friday.
I drove up the M1 with you and your sister Boo in the shiny new basket I'd bought you. You were both crying so I sang songs to you, but strangely the only one you would go quite for Somewhere over the Rainbow. Now I'm no Judy Garland or Eva Cassidy so I think my catawalling must have calmed you down. I had a sore throat for quite a while.
I never told human Dave that you were coming and when he came home at lunchtime. I said to you and Boo "Oh now we're in trouble". He just looked at you both and said "Did you have to get two". I explained that although there were 5 of you in the litter, you and Boo just went everywhere together. If you walked somewhere she would follow and if she went somewhere you would follow her. You were both so delightful.
Your sister Boo has grown into the most beautiful, elegant lady and I am sure she still misses you sometimes too.
I'm not gonna be sad today Buzz. It was such a happy day.
Miss you little man.
January 28th 2015 1:51 pm
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A thousand times I've thought of you,
A thousand times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death, I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place
No other one can fill.
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of me went with you
The day God took you home.
Happy Birthday Buzzy Wuzz!
May 6th 2014 2:11 pm
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I can't believe it's a year since I last saw you. Where does time go? It's so precious!
I have been thinking about you so much over this past weekend. How I miss you. You brought so much joy and happiness to us. I remember collecting you and Boo and bringing you home to your forever home. It was wonderful. You both kept me up until about 3am every night because you would liven up and start scampering around and playing and I never tired of watching you both play. You healed my heart after Little Alfie went to the Bridge. You and Boo were so delightful I couldn't fail to fall in love with you both. You were such tiny bundles of fluff. So mischievous.
You had no fear. You just waded into everything while your sister Boo was always more cautious, not quite trusting until she was sure.
I can still picture you flying in through the catflap that Monday night but before I got the chance to pet you, you just squeaked excitedly and were gone in a flash back through. Never to be seen again. I've played it over and over and over in my head. Each time hoping for a different ending and each time it remains the same. I so wish if done something different that night. Maybe I should have looked to see what you were so excited by but I didn't. You were always excited by something. It was like you were having a big adventure.
The tears are flowing as I write. So much sadness it's just not right.
We miss you with all our hearts. If I could change it I would. I can't but I so wish I could.
Wherever you are my heart is with you.
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