Alfie - Angel DB#14

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The Little Fella

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November 18th 2011

September 18th 2011

Orange Tabby

Alfie loved our grown up Bengal Cross - Dave

Arrival Story:
Alfie was a lovely little ginger tomcat which my husband acquired from our vet. They had a litter of kittens about 4 days old with no mother that someone had found in a shed back in September 2011 and they were lovingly hand reared by the nurses. Alfie was beautiful and was the first kitten to find a home. We brought him home from the vets on 18 November when he was 8 weeks old. At 11 weeks old he went back to the vet for his first part of the vaccinations. He was a delight, an absolute mischevious terror and brought so much joy and happiness into our lives. I have always had cats/kittens and have 2 adult ones, but none have been as adorable as Alfie. Alfie had a 2nd visit to the vet on Christmas Eve for his 2nd dose of vaccinations, but was a little under the weather so the vet gave him an antibiotic jab and some antibiotic tablets. He did not improve and by the 27th December I had admitted him to the vets for observation and blood tests. He had started to slow down and was not very playful. He wanted to sleep all the time and was eating very little. They took some blood samples and said it was possible he had been born with a liver shunt (portosystemic shunt). He was referred to Davies the Vet Specialists hospital near Barton Le Clay for Tuesday (yesterday). In between his visit to the vet and to the hospital yesterday Alfies little tummy became very big and he promptly went back to the vet who gave a mild diuretic – this was the day before yesterday. Alfie was admitted yesterday and underwent several tests, blood tests, ultrasound of his abdomen and a sample was also taken of the fluid in his stomach. The diagnosis today which could not be 100% came back as Feline Infectious Peritonitis (FIP) which is impossible to diagnose without tissue sample and Alfie was too ill. After much discussion, crying and a whole load of pain we made the decision to let go with love and not prolong Alfie’s life just to ease our pain. When we visited him at the hospital today although he looked a bit perky and was trying to cry his meow was rather weak and pathetic. I held my fingers up in front of his face moving them up and down and side to side, but he did not follow them with his eyes. Both my husband and I are absolutely devastated as we love little Alfie with a passion he was with us just 6.5 weeks. It was an extremely hard decision to make but we feel we made the right decision. Alfie was born on 18 September 2011 and died today 4th January 2012 he was nearly 16 weeks old. I have read and learned much about this disease over the last few hours and I know that Alfie had the best of care from both my vet Aston Lee Vetinerary Surgery in Newport Pagnell and Davies the Vet Specialists. I truly believe that there can have been no other outcome for Alfie and that to try to prolong his life would have been selfish. Rest in Peace Alfie because you were loved and you brought so much happiness into our lives. We would not have missed out on your short life for the world.

CATSTER HONOURS - DDP 18 May 2012, 17 May 2012, 12 May 2012, 6 May 2012, 22 April 2012, 20 April 2012, 8 April 2012, 22 March 2012, 3 March 2012, 26 February 2012, 18 February 2012, 12 February 2012, 6 February 2012, 5 February 2012, 21 January 2012 COTD 24 March 2012 DOTD 22 January 2012 OKR (Orange Kitties Rock) Kitty of the Week 13-18 August 2013

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Dear Alfie

January 4th 2014 3:01 pm
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Can it really be two whole years since you made your journey to the bridge? It doesn't seem possible but I know it's true. Time goes so fast. There hasn't been one single day that's gone by that you have not found your way into my thoughts at some point in the day. It isn't always sad thoughts Alfie. Sometimes when I think of you I laugh especially when I recall how naughty you could be like the time you knocked the clock off the mantelpiece and when I came to see what the noise was you were sitting where the clock used to be. You looked so pleased with yourself and I never had the heart to chastise you. I have never been able to bring myself to replace that clock. You were so funny, a real live wire, an absolute delight whom everybody adored.

Last night when I went to bed I checked the time and it it was 10 past midnight and I knew that it meant it was 4th January. That was when the sadness wrapped itself around me and the tears flowed once more. I knew it would happen Alfie. Little Flossie was on the bed and she crept up to my face as if to comfort me. It's very strange how cats have the ability to sense when their humans are sad. Boo was the same when Buzz died she let me cry into her fur but she was sad herself because she missed her brother so much.

All your empty spaces have gradually been filled by new kittens and they have brought joy and sometimes sadness into the house.

You were the most precious fur baby and I still miss you so very much.

I will always treasure the very short time you spent with us Alfie. It was a privilege to be your human.

Bye bye for now Alfie my sweet fur baby you may be gone but know this you will always be loved wherever you are and you will never, never be forgotten.

Goodnight Little Fella. Goodnight.


Dear Alfie

November 18th 2013 3:04 pm
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I can remember the day I collected you from the vet and brought you home to live with us. It was a lovely day and I had been looking forward to bringing you home so much. You made yourself right at home and everybody fell in love with you. Your stay with us was very short, but we loved you with all our hearts.

Today Alfie was quite different. It was mingled with sadness because are no longer with us. Since you went to the bridge Alfie not one single day has passed that I haven't thought about you. When Buzz got killed the pain and sadness returned. Then we were blessed again Alfie, you and Buzz delivered two more wonderful kittens to us. This too was marred by sadness when we discovered that Flossie had Cerebeller Hypoplasia. I was so upset and wondered what I had done to deserve such a hand to be dealt to me. I shouldn't have worried though Alfie, because Freddie and Flossie are growing lovely. Flossie's disability hasn't been a problem and I have stopped feeling sorry for her and just accept her the way she is. We love them both so much. They are both delightful.

I have created them a Facebook Page and we are known as Freddie Flossie.

Thank you Alfie for choosing us to be your guardians while you were on this earth. I love you Alfie and I always will.

Goodnight Sweetheart. Goodnight.


Dear Alfie

September 18th 2013 1:57 pm
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I cannot believe how time flies my sweet little furbaby. Today is your birthday and you would have been 2 years old today. How is it possible?

So much has happened since you died and left for the bridge. I remember it so vividly. It was the saddest day of my life. I cried so many tears. I never knew it was possible to cry so much.

Then on the 9th March 2012 I brought home two new fur babies, Buzz and Boo. That was a happy time, but it was mingled with sadness because you weren't with us. Buzz and Boo were such darling kittens and very, very slowly they healed our hearts. They grew into such magnificently beautiful cats. How they made me wonder how you would have grown up.

Life gradually returned to some normality and there have been many happy times. Then in May 2013 more heartache when Buzz went out through the catflap and never returned. A week later that call came in, the one I dreaded when the man from the railway told me he had found Buzz's collar on the line and that he had been killed by a train. Alfie, that was a double blow because the pain and heartache returned all over again and this time I was so deeply sorry for Boo because she missed her brother so much. We laid on the bed together and I cuddled her and cried into her fur. So many tears Alfie, so many tears. It took a long time for her to adjust, but she has lost the sadness. I showed her a picture of Buzz and she just put her paw on it, as if she missed him.

Then Alfie, because I never learn, I found myself with two more kittens in July this year. They are both little ginger kittens. Freddie is very naughty and reminds me of you. You were so naughty, adorable but so naughty. Flossie, beautiful little Flossie she reminds me of you every time I look at her. She has lots of little stripes. Such an exciting time when I collected them and yet there was more heartache to come when Flossie was diagnosed with Cerebeller Hypoplasia. I was devastated. What had I done to deserve such bad luck. I hated it that Flossie had this condition and I felt very, sorry for her and I felt very sorry for myself. How could I be so selfish I just don't know. Then came the point when I thought I was going to lose her and I realised just how much I loved them both.

They are a delight Alfie. I think you would like them. They are very special kittens and Flossie is an inspiration. I have learned to accept her illness. After all if she can bear it then so can I. I truly believe that you and Buzz found them and somehow made sure they got a loving forever home. Flossie & Freddie are yours and Buzz's legacy. Thank you we love them.

We will always love you and Buzz and you will both always hold a very special place in our hearts.

Happy Birthday Alfie.

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