January 22nd 2010 8:33 am
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I am taking back my diary but I know that my mom wanted to post in it yesterday. I'm OK with that.
I'm not fretting too much about my upcoming surgery just yet as too far off and I prefer to just enjoy each day on its own. I will be very worried once I get in the door of the vet's next week needless to say.
No way we are giving up hope so I hope nobody thinks that. All of this is just really stressful to absorb. If the cancer has not spread then we might be doing OK. I hate to admit it but I sure do have a lot of fatty tissue in the area of the current mass so we are hoping it is just right in that and can be cleanly removed once again. The worry is because it is a long mass and one end is very near a lymph node. And having my 2nd area of cancer is worrisome too that it may have spread. None of that can be answered until after the surgery. Someone said to my mom that vets seem to always give you the worst case scenario then when things go better, it is a relief. Where if they told you oh don't worry too much or something and the surgery findings were bad, it would be a bigger shock.
As long as I feel good and keep on eating then there is always hope, right? Oh and don't worry if we aren't around too much as I know my mom and I want to spend even more time doing things together for the next week. After that I probably will be feeling kinda lousy for awhile with that big zipper that will be on my abdomen so won't feel up to playing. I bet I am going to have to wear one of those awful collars after this surgery too since I can reach the spot.
Thanks so much for all the rosettes, gifts, comments and pawmails. Each and every one is precious to us just like all of you are too. Personal thanks will be coming as the days go by. Well I had better go pay some attention to my mom as it looks like she is worrying some more.
It is true vets give the worst case scenario much of the time, ours tends to open with that until he knows more, and he is probably even going easy since he knows mommy is a fainter and a crier. Hoping the mass is totally encapsulated by a cocoon of fat and that t didn't actually reach the lymph node. xxxooo
Oh Louis LeBeau,
We certainly are not giving up and thinking you are a goner!!!! You are a strong boy and also a great fighter.
We realize you probably have many years left ahead of you:)
Your Mommy loves you so much and we care about her heart too. We never intend to get over excited.
We just want you to know how much we care and how special ypu are to us. Love, Karma & Family
I'm purrrin hard for you, pal!
Thanks for following me back on twitter (I'm ChrisGroove1 on there).
My ol Angel bro Biscuit knows you from way back on Catster but I'm just kinda meeting you now.
And the best way I know to express how grateful I am to be your pal is to purrrr my heart out for you to get well and have lots of good time with your loving family.
I am blind but I make up for it with extra PURRR-POWER!
We are not gining up on you either Louis, look on the bright side and you will come through this,purring non stop for you little man and enjoy your special time wiff mommy,we all love you,be strong you ca
n fight this set back you have all your friends behind you and willing you on
Love soc and mnommyxxx
No giving up on you here....no no no
We are going to purr our hearts out and
think pawsative thoughts for you.
Go give your Mom a big schnooking (that's kissing and hugging in our house)
Biggles and Family
Hi Louis, Karma told us you aren't well and we want you to know there are three Yorkshire Puddies purring hard for you to get better. Big love, Jaffa, Lulu and Rustle XXX
We will be sending you lots of love whether you're online or not. Purrrrrrrpurrrrpurrrr purrrpurr
lots of purrrs too!!!
Don't worry Louis I don't think anyone is going to give up on You. We will just keep Praying as hard as We can that everything goes well with the surgery. Until then take good care of Your Mom I'm sure She really needs You right now!!
Don't worry, we will be here purring and thinking pawsitively!
Oh my friend we haven't been on the computer and we just found out the news and Mom has liquid on her face, she is making me meow....don't give up have faith...we are still purring and praying for you, our paws are crossed...think positive thoughts like I told you.
Give your Mom lots of love she needs it!