January 14th 2014 6:07 am
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Yes, yes, I'm dead. Well, that is, I checked out, left my body behind, bit the big one, etc.
It was not an enjoyable experience, but oh gosh, thank goodness it's OVER!
I am sorry for the way it happened...I know it wasn't pleasant for my pawrents, and if I could change how this has effected them, I would-but these things are sometimes beyond us. I love my pawrents, and that is something, as you move into what is casually referred to here as 'your tenth life' you'll learn-you don't say 'goodbye-it really is 'see you later'.
I miss my mom-and oh, so much, my dad. It makes me sad to see him cry. Mommy, now she's tough. She and I, we spent time together and she sensed something was up with me. Lets face it, I was getting up there in age-and my physical body was getting worn out. It finally just couldn't go anymore.
Now, let me assure you-I really am fine! In fact, better than fine. I am, to all intents and purposes, young again! I am still figuring things out here-I've had help. It was rather traumatic to leave as I did-but I was soon comforted by the best-Queen T, my friend, and my old Friend Natasha were the first to come. Big Harry came to me and told me that with time I'll be able-strong enough in every sense to make myself known to my paawrents so they will sense I'm just fine-and I am.
Mommy has summoned Samoa-thank you dear Miss McBoa-we didn't know each other very well, but you were infinately kind, and leaping onto Mommy's shoulder and purring in her ear, you lent her your strength. When it came time for me to go, she and I went together. She told me with time my pawrents sadness would lessen, and I know it will-mom long ago accepted that our time together would in the physical form, have to come to a close-but Daddy-well-it will take time. If there is an ache left here, with me, it's Daddy. I miss him so much. I've been told by Tuna of the Tabbies of Trout Town that 'weel get better-bye the bye'. He's quite a character, you know.
Meanwhile, Boxie Brown and I have made each other's acquaintance, and he assured me that life goes on-yes, even here!
What's it like? Well.....guess you'll have to wait to find out. Suffice to say, it's not all angely choirs and clouds and such. No, there are things to be done, but yes, there is, for many of us, a chance to really rest, and I'm going to avail myself of that. That is, when I'm done playing with the very wonderful catnip toys with Sissy and some of the other 'old furts'.
In the meantime....very shortly....I will be able to apply to be a Guardian Angel to any Kit-tah earthbound who needs one. So if you want a nice, lovely and sweet kit-tan to be your Guardian Angel...well, you better choose someone else. Some things don't change, my dears! But I can assure you, with me as your Angel, you'll never face things without someone who has never given up on a fight-and with the exception of my check out-I've survived.
And I guess, really, I've survived even that-as I am writing this to you.
Listen, everyone-I'm just fine-but please let my pawrents know it will be alright-they miss me, you know. I am a hard habit to break.
I do so wish to thank all for the kindnesses and wonders shown! Calvin made me a lovely set of wings-still trying to figure out how to work them-and Auntie Dana a lovely picture! Thank you for all the lovely angel wings on my page, and so many loving tributes-I am humbled. I love you all, and thank you-on behalf of my pawrents and me.
Speaking of-my mom has placed a short video tribute to me on my page. I hope you'll go and check it out.
One more thing-I need to say this-I am very very happy that I SURVIVED Cancer. Please support Sugar of Sugar Rub-and her family. I wrote a poem a while back-'Angels in Fur' and have given her permission to use it-to support what may save the lives of us Kit-tahs, and folks who get that diagnosis! And for those Kit-tahs and their folks, struggling with fear-please view my video-I play a little after I've had a chemo treatment! Remember dears, there is nothing to fear by fear itself-you can get through this and thrive, truly!
Well, my dears, enough for now, I'm going to go loll in the sun a bit and lay on my back...and then, well, as I've said, some day you'll find out. Thank you for being my friend, and for all the kindness....
Love, you see, is always consistant-
Natalie the Natcat, Tiny Face, Tiny Paws
PS: And would someone kindly tell the RB to stay out of my Little Bed!
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You've got so much work to do now that you're an angel, Nat! I know your parents will feel love from you forever and ever! Welcome to the boa club at the bridge! You can help me send my feathers down to those we've left behind!
Thank you Nat for this wonderpurr entry, it always does the heart good to read beautiful entries and reassure our humans that we are OK and we are young and have so much to do...Mom says that God has plans for us all and he takes the ones he feels has missions and messages for others on earth.
We all we work hard together to help others and support and love our humans!
Now lets go find some butterflies and she if we can get one to your Mom and Dad to let them know you are fine and you are always with them no matter what!!!!
Angel hugs and Butterfly kisses
That was a lovely diary entry, we enjoyed reading it. Balty's up there too somewhere if you ever bump into him say hi for us please.
Sounds like you are gonna be a busy angel!
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