January 20th 2011 8:30 am
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and i'm sad to write you are still not home.
i still haven't been able to pay for your ashes.
and mom and dad are back together in one house now.
a month ago we wanted to get a divorce,but now we , yet again , trying it again,because we do love eichother and we have amira...
we will see what God has planned for our marriage.
i hope he sees our struggle and sees our effords to make it the best!
mimi is getting big..
you would have loved playing with him.
issabella bastet still lives with granny,but bella is home.
but she still escapes from time to time.
she hates the inside live.
amira is good and becoming a big girl now.
she still talks about you from time to time,especially if she sees a black cat on the street.
she will yell,hee Baba!
i can't look at this page a lot
i still cry.
and it took a lot of strenght just writing you again.
i hope you can forgive me that you aren't home yet.
i feel awful about it and i feel like i failed you again.
but i can now finally love mimi like i loved you.
it took a while because i was afraid to get close to him,afraid to loose him.
but i'm over that now and he is a great comfort to me.
bastet loves you and she is yours until eternity...
anyway,i'm lost for words now,so i will stop.
i love you baba-boy
i miss you dearly and how i wished you were still here with us.
until we meet again
love your mom