August 21st 2010 4:12 pm
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Foster mommy's heart is broken today. She went into visit the shelter she does the fosters for and she asked about me see if I had finally found my forever home and she heard the worst news ever. After foster mommy brought me back they found a new foster home for me temporarily. It wasn't a good family. They refused to buy the food I needed and I stopped eating. Since I was over weight and suppose to be on a diet I developed fatty liver syndrome and was put down. I am now over the rainbow bridge. Foster mommy nearly broke down sobbing right there when she heard this. The whole ride home she was crying and telling foster daddy it was her fault. She shouldn't have brought me back. Foster daddy kept telling her it wasn't her fault. Simone was sick and he was about to leave for business in India, they had to bring me back to the group. It was what had to happen. That doesn't make foster mommy feel any better. I had such a horrible hard life and now I am gone because the foster family that took me wasn't good enough to take care of me. If I were still with foster mommy I'd still be alive. It breaks her heart. Foster daddy told her that even if they had kept me I might still have gone, foster mommy says at least I would have gone in the arms of someone who loved me. Foster daddy keeps telling her, you can't keep all the kitties, you can't save them all. She wishes she could have saved me though. Her heart is broken.
I want to tell her it isn't her fault. I suffered so much in life, she was one of the few good moments I had. I know she didn't want to give me up, I know she wishes she could have protected me further, It isn't her fault. I'm at the bridge now. I'm happy and healthy and one day, when foster mommy finally comes to the bridge herself, I'm going to cross over forever with her. She'll be my permanent mommy someday. Until that day, I'll wait for her. I know she loves me and will think of me every day. That meant more to me in life than anything else mommy, you aren't foster mommy anymore, you're real mommy. I love you mommy, I'm waiting for you to come rescue me forever.
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We are so sad this happened to you Eva.
Love Bugsy and family
Oh, I am sooo soooo sorry. Me and Mommie have tears in our eyes. Please, don't blame yourself. Eva knew you loved her very much and she knows you were trying to do the best for her. I am furious at the people who adopted her. It is their fault! Why do people do that and then not do what they are suppose to? I just can't understand it. I am so sorry. But again please don't blame yourself, its not your fault those people did that. I know it probably still makes you guilty, but please try not to feel that way. I will be purring and purraying for you Eva's Mommy, you were here true Mommy!
Hugz and purrs, Sassy and Mama Wendy
Safe Journey Little One. We are so sorry what happened to you but you are in God's safe arms.
Does this Fostering Group not screen the people they accept as Fosters in some way? Or check on them? If the "Foster family" wasn't willing to get her the food she needed,why didn't they return her to the group? This is no one's fault but this Faulty Foster Family who denied her what she needed. Can Criminal charges be brought?
OUR HEARTS ARE BROKEN FOR YOUR LOSS, BUT IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. YOUR SWEET EVA KNOWS HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER AND SHE LOVES YOU, TOO. THE TWO OF YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN EACH OTHERS HEARTS AND ONE DAY YOU WILL BE REUNITED.
MAMA AND I BOTH HAVE TEARS IN OUR EYES BECAUSE WE KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVED EACH OTHER. EVA IS IN GODS HANDS NOW AND IS WITH THE ANGELS.
MAMA LINDA, CALLIE AND THE WILLIAMS FURS
I am so sorry this happened! *wipes away tears with her paws* It is not your fault, please remember that :(
Oh, we are so sorry to hear this devastating news! What a tradegy but please don't so hard on yourself! I know that is so much easier said than done. You gave Eva a beautiful life and she new love no matter how short it might have been. My daddy says the same thing about not being able to save them all. But we certainly want to try don't we? We too are maddened by these supposed foster people. I hope they will never be able to foster again. Eva will be waiting for you at the Bridge and will never forget the unconditional love you gave her. Fly free beautiful one!
Hugs and purrs,
Simon & Reuben(an angel)
I'm so sorry! Eva & her mommy are in our hearts and thoughts. Please don't beat yourself up for this. It wasn't your fault. You gave Eva more love in a short time than she had experienced her whole life. She knew what it was to feel loved!
As I type the tears are flowing... my heart goes out to both of you, Mommy and Eva. Mommy it's not your fault! Don't blame yourself... it was the fault of the temporary foster family who cared for her! How could a foster family ever let this happen... I don't understand? Their job is to take care of these poor kitties! Is there anything you could do to prevent this foster family from taking in anymore kitties, since you volunteer at the shelter? If there is... I'm sure this will make you so much better! Please take time to grieve and always remember ,Eva was very much loved by you and and loved you back! Try not to think of her sad past but only of the loving memories you have of Sweet Angel, Eva. I'll keep you both in my thoughts and prayers. Take care
Its true what dadcat said, you cant save every kitty, even though your heart wants too. She was loved by you and that made her feel so special. You will be together someday and everything will be alright. Cherish your furkids you have as much as they cherish you. You are in our thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Love, Tate and momcat
How terrible you must be feeling about this event...or rather series of events. Please do not punish yourself for this, it cannot change what is, and you had no idea that this would be happening. You gave Eva a very pleasant interlude in a very bad life, so you know that you did your very best, and you couldn't help that the next place was not the best choice for her.
Let us hope that that (foster - but not really)family doesn't ever get any more pets to care for. They have just shown themselves to be careless and unfeeling, much less loving.
You have made a treasury of memories that no one can take away from you, not even a bad foster family.
Cherish those memories, hold them close and keep doing this wonderful work of fostering for other kitties, they will all thank you for it.
Hugs to you, and all your family. Hug them too!
Keeping you all in our thoughts.
Pipo, Minko and their meowmy.
Sorry to hear this news. We will be looking for you tonight. You will be that bright star shinning in the sky.
Purrs and Prayers for you and your family.
Love, Kibbles, Francis, & Yoda
Oh my heart breaks for you and Eva. The foster family was so wrong and their evil will be repaid ten-fold. Eva is free and in no distress now. I know you loved her with all your heart! May peace be with you!
I forgot to add this in my last message . After reading the ending of your Diary Entry I thought you'd enjoy this short, beautiful, Rainbow Bridge video,Click here to watch video I hope it will ease your pain some. Take care ♥
This is so sad. That family sounds awful! Sending lots of purrs out for you Eva and your real mommy.
How awful for poor Eva and for your Mommy! She must not blame herself, this is not her fault. Hugs and purrs to you sweet Angel Eva, and to your real Mommy and family who loved you so very much!
Love, Tully and Mom
Hi Eva... my name is Eve.
I ....suffered as you did; if you read my first diary entry, you'll understand. I don't understand humans, the "process" and so many other things... but, please know that your mommy did all she could for you, as mine did... she is an angel! I felt more love after my crossing than I did during my Earth life, and that is what matters.
Please tell your mommy that you and I are dancing, rejoicing and living our angel lives to the fullest at the most beautiful place ever imagined.
Do you beliEVE? BeliEVE, Eva.... Believe in your heart. Mom beliEVE's.... and she believes in you.
Softest little angel purrs of love always...mom sends her love to your mom, as you and I watch down on them, trying to wish their tears away....
your friend forever,
I was a foster for 6 months until I finally convinced my foster Daddy to adopt me. He wanted to find me a new family who would love me like he did. But he was scared that something would horrible would happen to me. You trust people to do the right thing and sometimes they fail. It's horrible when they fail. It shouldn't happen. Your real Mommy gave you the best life she could, but you knew that. We can see it in your pictures. It's not her fault.
Everyone wishes things turned out differently. Unfortunately you can't change the past. All you can do is try and keep it from happening again.
Thank you for bringing us Eva. She made our lives richer and we are better for having known her.
We are so sorry to hear this sad news. You are a bright shining star! Sending our love and purrs!
Oh how terribly sad! I'm so sorry sweet Eva. And my heart goes out to your foster mommy who loved you. :~( But your foster daddy was right; the good humans can't save us all.
I will help you sprinkle some angel dust on your foster mommy to make her smile at some happy memories of the time she had with you.
Emily Felicity Angel Girl