September 13th 2010 4:08 pm
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I arrived at the bridge this afternoon. Mommy cried and cried all day and until I was gone. I wish I could have made her feel better. I'm ok Mommy. Pywackett, Kodi, Winston, Samantha and Smokey along with Angel Buddie and his siblings all came and got me and carried me up to the Bridge. Mommy I got a brand new healthy body! I can run and play and it was wonderful to see how beautiful it is here. When I got there, an angel held me on her lap and explained how things worked up there. She told me not to be sad for my mommy because we would all be together again someday. She held me and petted me for a long time till I felt better about having to leave you. I will be watching over you from the bridge and waiting till you come get me. I have to go now Mommy Samantha and the others want to show me around. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Purrs, headbutts, and sandpaper kisses
September 12th 2010 8:10 pm
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Mommy brought me home, and I tried so hard to get better, but I can barely stand up and can't eat or drink much anymore. Mommy is so sad. I'm sorry, Mommy, I really tried. Kodi, Pywackett, Winston, and Smokey came down from the bridge tonight and told me not to be afraid. It will be wonderful at the bridge and I will have my brothers and sisters, and Auntie Sherry's Angel, Ricki, Buddie and McKenna there to keep me company too. Plus Auntie Arlene's babies. They told me not to be afraid tomorrow. It won't hurt, I'll just go to sleep. They will be right there with me along with you. I am so tired Mommy, I'm sorry to have to leave you, but I can't go on like this anymore. I love you very much Mommy and I will be looking down on you and visiting you at night to give you sweet kitty kisses and purrs. Please don't cry and be sad Mommy, you did everything you could to make me better. My kidney's just won't work anymore. I love you so very much Mommy and I'm sorry you have to go through this. I know how much you love me and will miss me. Good bye Mommy. Thank you for ending my suffering even if we won't be together anymore. I'll see you again some day. Here is something to give you comfort....
Lend Me a Cat
I will lend to you for a while, a cat", God said.
For you to love her while she lives and to mourn for her when she is dead.
Maybe for twelve or fourteen years, or maybe for two or three.
But will you, till I call her back, take care of her for me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you and should her stay be brief,
You'll always have her memories as solace for your grief.
I cannot promise that she will stay, since all from earth return,
But there are lessons taught below I want this cat to learn.
I've looked the whole world over in search of teachers true.
And from the folks that crowd life's land, I have chosen you.
Now will you give her all your love; nor think the labor vain;
nor hate me when I come to take my lovely cat again?
I fancied that I heard them say, "Dear Lord, thy will be done,
For all the joys this cat will bring, the risk of grief we'll run."
Will you shelter her with tenderness?
Will you love her while you may?
And for the happiness you'll know forever-grateful stay?
But should I call her back much sooner than you've planned,
Please brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand.
If, by your love, you've managed, my wishes to achieve,
In memory of her you've loved; be thankful; do not grieve.
Cherish every moment of your furry charge.
She filled your home with meows of joy the time she was alive.
Let not her passing take from you those memories to enjoy.
"I will lend to you, a cat", God said, “and teach you all you have to do.
And when I call her back to heaven, you will know she loved you too.”
September 7th 2010 3:44 pm
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I started feeling bad the last of June. Mommy took me to the vet and he said I had kidney failure. Mommy decided to try the fluids cause she wasn't ready to let me go. I did very well with them until about a week ago. The fluids didn't seem to let me rally like they usually do and mommy noticed I wasn't eating much at all. Up until then, I had a great appetite and had even gained a pound. My creatins had improved a point so mommy was very hopeful. But all that changed. Over the holiday week end mommy noticed I wasn't eating much at all and was even having trouble drinking. Today my creatins were up to 10 with 1 being the normal. I had to stay at the vets with an IV and they will test me again in the morning. I am so afraid and lonely here by myself, but Angel Buddie and his siblings from the Bridge are going to stay with me tonight and love and hug on me all night so I won't be so afraid. Mommy is praying very hard that I'll improve tonight so she can take me home tomorrow. Otherwise....I will have to join my siblings at the bridge and that will make mommy very sad. I don't want to leave my mommy. She needs me so. Who will sleep with her and sit on her lap if I'm not there? Certainly not Tinker, Lexie or Lily. I'm the lap cat and the snuggle up with mommy in bed cat. None of them do that. Poor Mommy, she's been crying all afternoon. I hope I can stay with her a little longer. I'm trying hard mommy, but I'm just so tired and weak. I will try very hard tonight to get better so I can come home with you tomorrow. Keep praying for me Mommy. Kodi, Winston, Samantha and Smokey are all here with me tonight too. They came down from the bridge to comfort me along with Angel Buddie. Try to sleep well tonight mommy. I'm not alone tonight.
xoxoxoxo love you and miss you mommy