August 25th 2012 2:38 pm
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Mommy and Daddy bought me for my B12 today. I didn't want to go, had just gone to lay in the sunpatch. But Mommy put me in my carrier and took me down. However, I had to go, so left them a bit of a poopie in the carrier on the way.
When I got there they took me in the back. I have lost 1/2 and my anemia is worse, it's a 19 now. Little Vet is having me go in and go on a special shot on Monday, and I will be watched to see how I do on it. I will have to get it 3x a week.
I am also going onto Predisone. She is hoping that this helps whatever is going on with me in my innards, if it's IBD/pancretitis, or the 'big c'. It was that, or doing a endoscopy that might or might not show whats going on. Big Vet is on vacation, so we couldn't get her input.
Mommy is upset about this...because this is, as she see's it, something that means I have somehow reached a 'turning point'. I don't know why she's upset-as you know, we live in the moment. I am having meals, and naps and places to poop. I relax in the morning sun, or on my blankie or mommy's shirt when it's chilly.
Mommy wanted to speak with Big Vet-she has always been 'my vet' but Mommy and Daddy knew when they got called into the exam room, and were told 'We are worried about her' it was serious.
I am not upset at all...I love Mommy and Daddy. Life moves forward, and I have a good life, my good furs. I'm not afraid, for I've met angels, and know that when the time comes for me to leap up and outward, there will be those others who have gone before to catch me if my wings aren't yet there. Of course Mommy will miss me, and Daddy. And I them. But we each have our mission.
I am not in pain or uncomfortable. It's my lack of gaining weight despite my eating that is a constant worry.
Mommy's aunt met her a couple weeks in the vets office-I was in the back getting my shot. She told Mommy that she remembered me at least 2 years before Mommy got me. And Daddy and Mommy have known each other 15 years, and I remember when they got to know each other...and if I was a couple years old then....well, that makes me about 17 or 18, just like my pal Gumpy.
Please everyone, if you could let Mommy know that she will be ok...and so, my dear furs and friends, will I.
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*sniff* purrs for you and your mommy Bella. I'm here with you no matter what.
I'm sorry you're not doing good, Bella, but we are all going to purr like crazy that you feel better after you get your shots. Keep on eating cause that is really important!
Keeping you in our thoughts & prayers Bella & Mommy!
Just keep her as comfortable as you can & spend as much quality time with her as possible.
Yes, I have been there & my heart♥ is feeling heavy for you right now.
I will light a candle for your Bella, Mom!
Purrleeze furriends lets light a candle for Sweet Bella!
Thank you for always!
Luv is 4 – eva,
Kally Kat & Mom Liz ღ ღ
Click on the green link to take you to the Candle page.
Light a candle for Bella.
Cross our paws this link works!!
You know we's here fur you & yer mommy, Ms. Bella. Take care of yerself. Me & Novi is sendin' you our purrs.
We are sending purrs and prayers for you, Bella and for your family.
Oh no no Bella! I knew you had lost more weight and weren't feeling well and was purring that the shots and medications would help you feel better. Now I'm purring even harder! Miss Mittens is purring her angel purrs for you too! We love you Bella!
Kaci & Miss Mittens
Dear Bella 'n mommy; we're here 'n purrin' 'n purrayin' up a storm wif BIG PAWS together~! Take care o' Urself 'n ur mommy too..purrlease eat 'n keep on eatin', dat will get U back healthy 'gain~! Shots, YUCK but seems maybe dis will halps, I shur hope so~! Ur so rite, we doez live in da moment 'n Ur momcat will be ok~!
We're join' da purrayer circle fur U 'n goin' to light a candle now too, Thanks Kally Kat~! Bella, we luff U purrty gurl!~!
We are purring very hard for you, Bella, and I hope things turn around for you. Your parents are certainly doing their very best for you. We all know we will make that crossing one day, and at our age (I'm 17, too) the edge gets closer. But you have a wonderful attitude. You know you have been blessed with a loving forever home and many, many friends who care about you. Some of those friends have made the journey before you, so you will have friends on both sides to wrap you in love.
we teared up reading this. purring for yall and keeping both you and your momma in my heart and thoughts. it will be okay. we all promise. we love you. i hope the shots help, even if they do sting a little.
Oh sweet Bella we love you and momma knows how hard this is for your mom but when it is time for you to say good bye we will be right here for your mom. Purring and praying you continue to be pain free and gain some weight keep eating sweetie that is so good that you still eat.
love skids kitty and family
Oh sweet Bella, I wish I had the right words to sooth your mommy. She and you kitties always write the most amazing, most comforting words to other kitties. I'm gently sending those back her someway in spirit to help her feel that it will be okay. We don't know fur sure that this has to be a turning point. Things can turn around; it's happened to me a few times when Mom has been quite worried. The eating but not gaining weight is something that comes with CKD and our age. I'm also borderline anemic...there are treatments for that. I know this is very hard for your mommy. I will be purring strongly and lovingly for both of you.
One day at a time - such simple words, but they hold much meaning. Momma always thinks on the positive. Bella we are glad that you are not hurting, that is a positive. None of us really know what our future holds, but a day with a warm blankie, a sun puddle & some good food, along with a gentle pat & an "I love you" how much better can life get? We send you many purrs & prayers to you & all of your family. All any of us can do is the best we can, and take it...One day at a time.....gentle pawtaps to you all, your friends, Tigger, Maizy, Smitty & Felix
We are here for you Bella and family! you just hang in there and keep fighting sweet girl! spend time with each other, take lots of pictures and most important love each other. Never give up!!!!
We send you our purrs and prayers!
QT and family