October 21st 2013 10:21 am
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I miss Avail every single day that she's gone. Yes, we have little monster/sister Liava, but it's not the same. I'm more than happy to give a kitten a new life, a great life, and a happy life. I just wish that Avail never had to leave, especially not in the way that she did. I'm not sure how many times over my heart can break when I think of how I wish everything happened differently. Avail was my soul mate, she really was. Ever since the first time we laid eyes on each other, we followed the other one everywhere. I miss her talking to me when it's food time. I miss waking up to her sleeping on my head. I miss her giving me love bites. I miss her kitty loafing all around the house. I miss the sound of a motorboat in my face when I'm trying to fall asleep. I miss her. I know there is a reason that Liava was there at the hospital where we lost Avail. There is a reason for everything.
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You did a wonderful thing rescuing that little kitten BUT....
grieve hwoever need to or have to. Take care of yourself and remeber the good times...We're all still purring for you!
It hurts because you loved her so much. They become such a part of you, and it takes time for the pain to not be as sharp. I know you will always miss her (as I do all of mine) but one day it won't hurt as bad, and the good memories will be on the surface, with you always. Yes she made sure that little girl was there for you to love, kitties always have their magic. All we can do is send you some virtual hugs & pawtaps - we are all here for you. ((hugs)) >^..^
I'm so so so sorry....it's not fair, it never is. You both fought the good fight, and you know what-you did win. You gave Avail a quality of life she would not otherwise have had. You had such a good time together!
They don't belong to us-but with us....and as my good friend Jen (Ingen's mom, with her kind bluntness says 'they just have shorter lives than we do')
You miss her-she was and is your soulmate, and that pain takes time to heal. But there will come a time you will be able to smile and remember the good without that sharp pain.
When Bella was going to go, I was very sad, very very sad. But right after I had a sense of peace. She had completed what she set out to do, all was right with the world.
That Avail passed as she did, it is trauma, and trauma is something unto itself. I sense though that she's watching over you-she had, no matter the immediate end, a well lived life, which is all any of us can ask for. You are going to be just fine...and she is just fine.
hugs and thank you for adopting your kitten. She will grow on you with a sweetness completely different with time, and you'll come to appreciate that as a gift all it's own..
love and light,
Natalie the Natcat and Ruffy's mom,
It really stinks. We still miss Charlie a lot too.