February 9th 2010 7:36 pm
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My dearest Cassie Kitty,
I can't believe that it has been almost a month since I had to take you in to the vet and make that awful decision to have you put to sleep. Everyone said that I would know when it was time, and it was you who told me that night before that it was your time. I am so thankful I got that weekend to spend with you, I stayed up all night because I didn't want you to be alone at all, I watched you as you slept. I have always told you that I would never ever leave you, and I have kept that promise right up to the end.
Oh Cassie, I miss you so very, very much. You were so much a part of me and now I feel so very very lost without you. My heart just breaks whenever I think of you which is all the time!
I don't feel like I will ever feel better. Just when I think that things are getting better I think of you and the tears come barreling out again. Just one month ago you were still here beside me. And now you are gone.
Know that I love you with all my heart, and that I will never ever leave you. Bye bye my baby until I see you once again at the bridge. Take care and stay close to my mom, she told me she would watch over you until I get there to be with you.
Love you forever,