July 14th 2009 8:34 am
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Im so lonely without my baby. I had to put her down on friday june 10th. Was the worst day of my life. I never want to have to do something like that again. It killed me to have to do it. I was crying all night and the day after and I havent stopped thinking about her. I keep hoping im going to come home and see her and that this was just a nightmare. I know I had to do it because I know she was in alot of pain. I hadn't heard her meow or purr in over two weeks. She couldnt sit in her litter box without falling out of it. I cant help but think if i did it too soon? I hope i didnt i thought she was in pain. I miss my angel so much. She was only a baby she was only 8 months old. I miss her so much. Baby I love you and havent stopped thinking about you. Wish you were here with me now I miss you! Love you my babies!

Love you,
Mommy

Purred by: Ellie 2007-2008 (Catster Member)

July 28th 2009 at 9:26 am

So sorry to hear about Missy. It does not sound like you helped her to the bridge too soon. My mommy feels like she waited too long... I passed away from FIP at home at around the same age. I am sending purrs out to you momkat, to try to help you along.

xoxoxo Ellie

Purred by: missy (Catster Member)

July 28th 2009 at 9:38 am

Thank you! Its been very hard to deal with. I miss her everyday and everynight. I miss my little girl always being home to greet me and cuddling with me. She was a good friend and i miss her so much! She can never be replaced! She was purrfect. I miss you baby love you!!